I don't know if i'll be regreting doing what i've just did. i hope not. i think not. with your promise..
but.. somehow.. i also don't want you to be tied down because of your promise.. but a part of me hope you would keep to it.
humans are a selfish bunch.. don't you agree?
I'm surprise at myself for being so truthful today. I said everything. I even ask one question that i thought.. probably i know i wont be asking anyone else.... Ever!
There were no tears nor any quarrels.. hmm..
I'm glad i heed my sister's advice and say what i should have say. thinking alot for past 2 days. not knowing the very right approach..
well.. i'm glad.
hah... and the one thing u said about me. how much i've changed over the past 4 years we've know each other. It's only when you use the word " xiao nu ren" did i suddenly realise.. ya.. i've really did change alot.. frm the last time "xiao nu ren" till now... i don't know what i'm like now.. at least.. its like.. not a xiao nu ren anymore..
I really want to go back to the time when i'm in the 1st 3 months. I'll forever love that time the most. how time flies..
what will i be like 3 years from now?.. 3 years because.. i wanna know how im like one year after i've graduate.. will i still be the same? hmm...
and yesh.. guess.. this is really the 1st time i'm baring my soul in my own blog. well..but i'm quite sure no one understand.. so.. = ) i'm safe.
hmm.. one year plus for this blog.. hmm.. it should be longer.. but i close down my previous blog. reason for that time was.. becoz.. ya... im a jerk and so.. should not exist in this world.. and so i close down all blogs and friendster and everything.. One year ago..
i don't know what more to say... maybe that.. i'm glad that this chapter is finally over? or at least for the time being. thinking bout it like everyday for the past year is not easy at all.
but.. why do i have the regreting feelings right now? no no no no....
But whatever it is.. i really want to say thank you. = )
time to stop thinking about it. focus on your studies.. another 2 weeks..!
