Wednesday, August 31, 2005
lalaa.. nothing new... but feels sian also so blog lo... but nothing to blog... so how ahz?? ehz........
anyway... its 1 am now... n i feel like going home!! seriously wan to do home!! but.... i cant fly home.. sian~~
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
someone! plz tell me to stoP! hahaz.. reason being... i think im joining to much stuff in uni!
- sub-com in investment interactive club...--> this is so that it'll look good on my resume next time! hehe..
- main com in ntu ryder's club..--> i think its really cool n nice to ride on a bike.. though i dunno how to ... got a place in main com... that's sort of comfirm.. think i'll b running for the biz mag
3. ntu ice skating club..--> well.. this is my interest! but too bad i onli realise the existence of this club after the committee is being formed... think if not i sure run for main com! i love skating .. though again.... im lousy at it.... so most prob will join as members...
and yahz! talking bout this ntu ice skating club.. i was browsing through the annoucement in the club.. saw this "
Hockey Team in Tertiary School
Written by CoDy on Tuesday 23 August 2005 - 05:08:19 Read/Post Comment: 0 Hi there, Fo those of you who are interested in ice hockey, the is this person from one of singapore ice hockey team says that they are planning on expanding ice hockey to every tertiary school in Singapore. They also says that if you are interested in learning hockey skating, you can approach them. A "small" fee will be charged per person. For more information, please contact Henry C.C. Tan, 96397369, htkk@pacific.net.sg "
and im really interested in this!! and so.. i did wat i did... that is msg the person n ask bout ice hockey! yahz... n now... after receiving his reply... i must say... im really really interested!! but the prob is... how to form a team?! hai~` question mark question mark.. and will i be able to take it? training is twice a week... n of coz.. need to persuade mum to invest in buying me all the equipment .. which cost at least 500... from the email.... arG~ hai~ i think it'll juz be a dream that cant be realised...
4. going to run for dnd main com 2molo.... might.. but most proB!..wanna be nanny for the pageant gals next year! hehez... sweet me right?? hahaz.. but might onli.. coz got IIC thingy 2molo... dunno if i can make it for the interview for dnd main com
5. wanna be programmer for nbs foc 2006.. hopefully lahz.. but if topaz all enthu n alot ppl wan.. thn i wont snatch .. hehez.. afterall... i've got so much activities already......
n so.. tata~~ can someone plz tell me to stop adding more activities to my already existing list? but then again.. some of the activities are not confirm also...
i wan to have a fulfilling university life! with no regrets! play and study to my fullest! b part of lotsa activities!! yeAh! jia yOU! to myself
form ice hockey team... hmmmmmm.................*i wish*
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
hey guys! need ya help.. got a presentation on monday.. and the presentation is to critique on a presentation i did earlier.... stupid yahz?? anyway!! i've uploaded this earlier presentation..!! plz go.. help me see then give me some pointers!! tell me wat i did wrong or wat i should have do to make my presentation more effective...
if i get good pts for this presentation... i'll i'll thanx u guys so much lo!! n to show my thanx.. hahaz.. i've also uploaded the videos of my pageant... (not tat u guys will b interested to see also.. ahaha).. 3 video... one bash, one dance and one Q&A session... tell me wat u all think yah?!
http://www.clipshack.com/ClipView.aspx?id=nBrweCn3okGZ48xAC1b1mQ**
anyway!! 1st n foremost!! do not!! n i mean it. do not copy the video for any other usage okaY!... thankie... i trust all my frens ahz?!! plz dun disappoint me n send all the videos around... xie lo!
http://www.clipshack.com/ClipView.aspx?id=LQmW14Enn6qWLb6NPCMz4g**
http://www.clipshack.com/ClipView.aspx?id=wpQW3ISUqhvYf16umTkXrw**
http://www.clipshack.com/ClipView.aspx?id=p.jnHdal-K8wsJgXzzV6nQ**
ps: do not click on the link.. it'll have error.... copy the link and paste then can.. yeP! = )
dotz.. realise some fren dunno how to copy link... click d star from behind and drag for the whole link.. = )
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Friday, August 26, 2005
"nv expect ppl to change for u... change urself!!"- quoted from jacky.
wanted to write bout this for a super long time~! great quote that leaves a deep impression! {that day we were at changi airport.. while d merlot wanted to eat burger king.. topaz wan to eat @ d canteen(we're broke already)... so we were like... okay.. thn we go downstair eat.. chop chop.. v fast.. but jessica say... ask d merlot go canteen lah... (actually b4 that got ask but they prefer burger king). thats when jacky said this... but well.. in d end merlot still went to eat @canteen with us... }-->this is not impt... impt thing is... i think this is truely true!! for all situaTION!!... we must change for others n not expect others to change for us!!!.. something i've learn.. n will keep in mind...
thats actually a blog here.. but i've juz deleted it.. hahaa..... act shen mi!! hehee... lala... ja ja~
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
I'm home!! hehee... yesH!... again~ came home yest and again today~!!
reasons being:
- i got lesson @2.30 only 2molo~ haha
- i'm broke!! (thus need to depend on home for food->breakfast n lunch 2molo)... v broke.. negative $0.10 now.. coz i borrow ten cents from emay to buy drinks.. hahaz
- as some may know... my roomie can feel ppl living in the third world.. n juz now she told me she feel something weird in d toilet.... (so i think i better go home!! haha)
- i need to do tutorials!! 2molo! stats... haven touch.. 2nite topaz got supper=> tempted to go supper=> no time for tutorial+ no money for supper also!!
hahaz.. so i think tat qualifies me for coming home 2daY!!
n 1st n foremost.. i wanna say!! i got NO psychomotor problem lah!! hahaz.. though i dunno how to play badminton, tennis, soccer, etc etc etc... hahaz.. eh.. its juz i cant play.. hahaz..!~
n... for one embarrassing thing.. hahaz... i fell down at can A yest lo.!! duH!... hahaz.. but nvm~ not everyone have a chance to fall down at can A.. ( i sure know how to make myself feel better yah? haha)...
join IIC sub com... wanted to join riders club( dun have to know how to ride also can lo) but i guess.. its abit dangerous yahz.. i think... (n there's a event they planning 30 over bikes go malaysia for seafood)... hahaz.. so... i guess... i shan't join in d end..!!
d right side of my mouth is painful lo!! as in.. i dunno is it tooth ache or gum ache or wat? soooooo painfuL!!!( good: at least i wont b pigging out every sec)
tata... this is a superly bo liao posT! time for stats tutorial~~ which i totally dun feel like doing!!
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
a few parts to today's blog...
1stly: the complaining~~
I'm so tired!! juz reach back hostel after a whole day of lesson.. startin from 1030 to juz now.. 7pm!! n as karen hate waiting... she walk back hall ... heard d frequency of shutter bus after 7 is like 15 min for every one bus?! so... yahz.. its far!!! bought my dinner back .. but no appetite to eat it at all.. so i'll juz leave it there 1st... emay is sleeping now..!! yah!! n i thought enginee ppl have more hrs of lessons than bus ppl?? y she always seem so slack?! while i always seem like i dun have time to finish my tutorials!! arH! i wan her life!! hahaz.. ops.. nope! i still prefer my accountancy..
2ndly:the missing~~
went to send shishir and xinyi off yesterday... they were on the same flight! hehez.. so qiao.`~ n i can see myself missing shir in the days to come!! esp during weekends!!! hai~~.. haha.. yeP!... wish thm all d best!!! i know shir will sure b able to do well!! n remember us all!! i juz know!!
3rdly:more complains!!
i miss chem n physics... everyday so much bus stuff is........ sian?? abit?? i mean... sometimes i juz wan to have something different... everyday is d same!! arG!... n damN! i forget my stats totally already!! any pioneers still have their notes? can lend me?!
4thly: the praising!!
juz as i got nothing to say anymore.... i suddenly remember.. wow! weihao is so nice! im impressed!! yest on the train... while he was "sleeping" he saw this old lady board the train~ thn he immediately, still in his slpy state stand up n let d granny sit... impressive! how many ppl actually do that!! dun tell me u all do it.. coz.... i dun see that often!! ( n yes.. he continus slpin while standing.. in a way) hahaz... so.. yesh! im impressed..!!
and..saying good ppl.. i cant help but say.... bout....hanxU!! coz she's d bestest fren any gal would wan!! always so motivating!! esp in this society now... when there's really alot of things u know u should not do but wan try or do (clubbing everyday! smoking! drinking..etc) ...she's always there!! to remind me... wat i should b doing with my life... as in... she's like a guardian angel..!! she makes me think when i wan to do things that makes my parents worrY!.. so yesH!... another fine example of an angel!
tataa.... juz applied to straits time interactive... think d acct should b activated alreadY! ja ja~~ time to read up wat is happening ard lO~
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
i see a shooting star last nite!!! yesH! i wan to believe that its a shooting star!!! n i made a wish! d one thing that came to my mind at the moment!! but nope.. hahz.. im not going to write it out here... hahaz... if not it wont come true..!!!
we were at ton's house by the pool as usual... n suddenly a bright thing juz zoom pass the sky.. or rather it look like it was dropping!! its so bright!! me n jc immediately sat up n said "did u see that?!" n.. hahaz... hx they all thoguht we saw a ghost~~ but no~ its a shooting star!! i hope it is...
shishir is going off to canada on monday lo.. wish him all d best!!! that goes to xin yi as well!! as exchange student!! she so smart lo!! she going nyu!!! okok~~ ja ne
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Friday, August 19, 2005
CANCER:Basic Profile:Intuitive, sensitive, responsive, aware, family/home oriented, shy, understanding, feeling, imaginative, dependable, conservative, loving, but can be moody, touchy, prickly, hostile
got this off from horoscope.com... n i've always believe in horoscope! n i think.... the basic profile is really true!!!so.. ya.. i like a feeling of familarity (is there such a word?)... i think thats probably y i miss jc frens so much...!!
to peep who read my previous entry... yesh.. it sound a bit depressing.. but i know i'll cope!! n thanx for all ya concerN!! hahaz...
think it'll take time for me to open up to newly made frenz...!! frens!! plz pardon me!! karen is juz a shy gal~ hahaz... sound so dotz writing tat!!
sorry to val for not going to sch to celebrate her bdae!!
hmm~~..... ja ne~
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
okay! wed! 3 days of normal uni life without pageant stuff.. i guess i've pretty much settle down already.. yesh.. and.. of coz.. normal usual me... having nothing much to do started thinking!! thinking of all the boliao boliao stuff...
i dont know is it juz me.. but like i tell hanxu b4.. i dont really like the process of getting to know someone all over again...nope.. i dun mean i dun like making frens.. i like making frens!! but i like making those frens who i can tell anything to!!!... juz like my jc frens.. but somehow... i dun really feel like im making this kind of frens in uni... no offence to anyone... but i think everything is juz so surface... "where are u going" "lets meet to go lecture" "dinner together" etc etc etc..... its juz a hi-bye thing?? a frenly gesture?? or mayb juz tryin to find someone so u wont b alone in d lecture hall or canteen??!!!
but then again.. yesh... mayb its juz me thinking too much... mayb its bcoz its juz d starting of uni.... starting of frenships... hmm... i dunno.. well...
and i do miss my jc frens once again... i think i rely on thm too much.. its juz one week of not seeing thm... n yah!! miss thM!... they really know me.. i can say anything i wan.. do anything i like!! tats no expectation from each other... we juz are there for each other!!!... telling problems to thm.. hai~...
never mind.. i know everything is going to b okaY!...
i wan to go home.. i wan my bed.. i wan a big big huG!.. i wan ...i wan... i dunno wat else i wan..
nitezzzzzzzzzzz
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
im stupid stupid stupid!!! tats right!! today.. one whole day... doing wrong things!!... actually is only 2 things but i already feel stupid enuff... or rather blur.!
1st:
my class ended at 230 today... actually i could have come back to hall... relax n slp.. but i thought i got driving lessons... at 345... n i rush all d way to bbdc to realise "you have no booking for today" on d computer screen!! duH!!.... one hr to travel there n one hour back... how v smart of me!
2nd:
n so i was on my way back... on 187.. listening to ipod... going to westmall... n.... n.... n... i miss my stop... nope! i was not sleeping... i was starin at the bus stop... watchin ppl alighting until i realise.. eH! this is my stop!!... but too late... d bus is on its way again...
i dunno wat i was thinking or watever... y am i so blur!!!
this past month since starting uni.. i realise... i juz have no direction sense... no memory... etc..
- got lost in sch b4...
- got into wrong class b4... duH!
- went to classes whn i dun have any class..
hahaz.... can seomeone plz plz tell me to stop being so blur!!! give me some sense of direction n time n memory and everything!! arG!...............im still mad at myself for wasting so much time today
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
i've decided to write an entry about d unglam moments in d whole pageant... hahaz.. i know i wont be writing much about this pageant stuff after 2day.. so... hahaz.. here goes..:
1) yesH! hahaz.. as some have heard.. during d bash.. we did a v-boom in the toilet!! wahha... vvvvvv....boom...v ah v ah v ah boom boom ah boom ah boom ah v v ah boom boom ah v.. circus circus soooouuuu..... that happen when we were changing halfway.. haha.. how v funny right!
2) yesH! we were pigging out outside the toilet at marriot... alot of ppl went pass us.. haha... n yesH! we were hungry!! we juz sat there n start eating.. (btw d food we got were leftovers lO! n its all cold!!)
3)if u guys notice... we did v boom again on stage in our gowns.. onli we didnt shout so loud this time... hahaz...
4) yeP! guess many of u... n us pageant gals alike.. notice a super yandao cute judge!! hahaz.. he is wang lee hom lookalike!! n although theres instructions not to run anywhere.... me n peishan still went to take a pic with hiM! hahaz.. anyway i found out he is frm nus! 1st year..medicine fac and super rich..! okok... im only lookin upon him as an idol! dun think too much...
5) oh yah! after d makeover, 3 of d pageant gal.. me included dance in d scotts toilet... we were testin if d hair would fall apart when we dance.. hahaa.. nope! its good!! nice n stable!
6)yah... most of our dance prac were at hall 15! n yesh.. hahaz.. we got free pizzas and ice cream when hall 14 were having hall supper!! hahaz....
haaz.. all these are nice great memories!! crazy us...how nice~~.. well well.. i appreciate all these memories.!! well......i might juz blog again later.! ja ja~~ missing those gals alreadY!
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woah~~ finally~~ everything has come to an end!!!
THE NBS PAGEANT!!
feeling both haPPY n saD at the same time.....
haPPY: no more dance till late at nite! no more catwalking in tat 3 inches high heels!! no more leg cramps in the middle of the nite due to d many dancing n walkin practices!!! more time for myself! more time for topaz!! more time for my family!!! and of coz.... my dearest frens!!
saD: i know im going to miss those crazy gals!! (siyi,angela,xiujuan,candy,joyce,stacey,peishan)-->the circus!! i know im going to miss all the gossiping with thM! hahaz... n of coz.. the dance practices, amelia!! coz she always remind me to smile, be more confident!! thanx my nannY!! hehez... she's juz so sweet!!!
wanna say thanx to yingni and leo for teaching us dance... everynite!!! bet it must have been hard for u guys!! thanx thanx!! thanx to all our nanny!! for taking care of us so weLL!!
and of coz thanx to topaz once again!! love ya guys!!!
yah!! i wanna say... i especially like the flowers!!! so nice!! i mean the flowers topaz gave me.. hahaz.. not d one from nbs.. anyway.. tata~~ my things from d nite!!thanx guys!!
hahaz.. n of coz a picture of me n hongwei!(requested by him coz he help me take lotsa pictures on stage!) hehhez... thanx for helping me take so many pictures when i was on stage!! hehez... memories for me next time!! thanx thanx!!
okok... so now... tats all for now!! more pictures to be uploaded after i get thm from my oG! hehez... be back for more!!!
oh yah.. b4 finishing this entry... hehez.. time to haolian agaiN!.. tata~~ im miss photogenic! hahaz... does tat mean i only look good in pictures?! hahaz.. saded~~ nvm.. its still something! yeaH!..
memorable event.... forever~~~ = )
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
i'm so happY! hehez.. juz reached home.. but i cant help but want to blog an entry on this...
Its full attendance todaY!... yesH!
supper at 9pm...
prata place..
ppl: anton,shishir,weixin,mark,tiamhuat,hanxu,ronald,jiancong.. okok.. weehung is missing in action..he is in taiwan for army now.. excused!
well.. its been a long time since we have full attendance yah?! hahaz.. tat explains my non-stop laughter..!! juz happy... and yahz.. d singing at kbox!! so fun!!! hehez... but thn agin.. its so ex man!! bout 25 per person lO!.. duH!!.. so ex!!!! im broke~~!!!!
i enjoy this kinda outing... d unity among us.. although we have started on our own individual routes.. we still make d effort to meet up... to talk.. ask bout how each of us are... hahaz.. well... at least u know there'll always b ppl there for U!... thanx guys!! love ya aLL!!
and thn... im quite determine!! to start attending all lectures and do all tutorials.. seems like its not in jc anymore when u are sure tat there'll confirm b guys who haven do their tutorials and stuff... no!! not like this anymore.. everyone of thm is so studious?? wahz... it makes me scare!! 2day... d last day i'll skip lecture.. thn from wed on!! i must jia you n catch uP!!!
anyway... also wanna catch up with frens i haven meet for a long time... like yvvin!! i wonder how she is.. miss her!! hahaz.. i sound so les.. tata~~
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Monday, August 08, 2005
omg omg!! this is so scarY! i saw this gal... i mean her friendster and she got the same face as me! yesH! same face!!
look at this pic!! isnt this me?!!
omG!! how come got something like tat!! its so weird its scarY!!...
she from nus n same age as me.. initially when ting ren told me i still dun believe... i mean.. same eyes same mouth?? serious? but.. when i see the picture.. its like... OMG!!!
weifeng saw her frenster n agree with me... even my sis dun look so much like me!! arGG!!!!
okok.. hope i'll get to know her.. n well~~ see wat fun things we can do! fun having a twin ahz?? hahaz......
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
yeaH! d bash is over... one more dinner n dance next sat n i'm done!! wish i'll get over all these sooN!.. im tired already..
1st of all... THANKIE TO
- my 4e1 classmates!! thanx for coming to support me... love ya aLL! heard u all went to zouk after tat huh? hahaz.. yahz.. onyx music canot make it.. hahaz.. sorrY! hahaz... but well.. anyway.. thanks once agaiN!... daniel!! i wan the pictures!! send me k k !!
- victor!.. yeP! hehez.. thanx for coming!! n yahz! offering me a ride home.. hope u guys have fun yaH!?? n again.. i know d music sucks so... hahaaa
- siew min and andy!! my 2 bestest freN!!! im sorrY!! hahaz.. didnt go home with u guys in d end..!! n didnt tok to u guys much also.. sorry leH!!... sorry sorrY!... n thanx thanx thanx for coming!! u guys are really my 2 bestest freN!.. muACKS!
- jc frens!! anton, weixin and huaT!... hahaz... yesh.. sorry i didnt tok to u guys much also... hahaz.. hope u guys had fun.. didnt know wat u all do after tat... anyway.. i suck right!! hahaz.. i know u all will give true comments one.. hahaz.. will find out from u all later..
- mf !! hehez.. u bought d most no. of tickets from me!! xie xie xie!!! hehez... anyway!! wau lau.. i smile to u from plateform u didnt smile back.. haha.. yahz.. okok... thanx for coming and also bringin so many frens dowN~!!!
and last but not least... of coz is d ppl from my og grp!!! TOBAZ!!!
yeaH!! hahaz... u guys are d greatest man!! i think other og also not so many ppl come lO!!... ur shouts are d loudest lO!! u guys are d besT!!!! plz go for d dinner and dance okaY!! hahaz.. if not later no one support me i v kelian... hahaz.. but then... yesH! last nite is really alot of ppl!! im so touched!!.. hehez.. n d flowers!! thanX! .. hahaz. so got heart choose d yellow paper to match my clothes.. haha... i juz love topaz!! i think no other grp can win us le! ( i mean as in d bonding not d pageant) ... hahaaz..
next... i wanna say... im really lousy lO!! i cant stand myself!! my mind was like totally blank when d mc ask me d question lo!! aRG!!! i hate myself... anyone who find me stupid.. yahz.. im juz a shy gal lahz.. i dunno how to handle this kinda situation one.. hahaz.. im lousy!! i admit it okaY!... ahahz.. n i actually forget d dance... how could i!! after d practices every nite !! arG!!! i hate hate hate myself... hahaz.. no lahz.. i love myself.. this is d way i am.. blur lo... too bad!!... (stop consoling urself!! stupid!)
watever... i dunno wat im tokin bout already...
anyway.. after d bash went dinner with tobaz.. at lau pa sat.. ahhaz.. saw 3 other pageant gals there..!! hahaz.. well...i bet d club was empty soon after?? anyway... yahz... wanna thank my sp also.. hahaz.. he treat me to desert when i saw him at lau pa sat..! hahaz.. thanx thanx!
went to chalet after tat... was in jacky's car.. hahaz... n he brought us to changi those carparks to see transvestite !! omG! they look so chio lO! i mean.. yahz.. like wat jacky say... even real gals canot compare to thm.. n i agree!! but then... they not guy not gal... actually who is their customers?? guy or gal?? im abit blur.. hahaz.. went back to chalet.. chat chat chat n i fell aslp le. canot take it.. too tired..
thanx ah gong shi kang for d ride home!! lucky got a "west-erner" with a car!! hahaz... if not.. mrt from pasir ris?? erm.. yahz...
okaY! time for me to relaX!... going to watch "seigai..." vcd borrowed from victor!! tata~~
d ans i wanna say during d bash!!!---> yellow bcoz it describes my sunshine personalitY!!! arG!! such short sentence n i cant say it out!! yuck me!
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Friday, August 05, 2005
yep! typing this entry using my new lappy! hehez.. waiting for xu to bath thn can go home together..
anyway.. 1st of all i wanna say sorry to emay!! my roomie! coz im always not in hall.. with all the dance practice, and etc.. and also sorry! coz i always make a mess!! hahaz.. ya.. coz.. yahz... i still not used to tidying up .. i guess.. i'll try yah?!! hehe.. was cleaning my table n wardrobe juz now le.. and i folded d bedsheets.. hahaz.. was not folded for like 3 days? hahaz... sorry!! for u having to stay in such a messy room coz im such a messy gal!!
actually i didnt realise i can make such a mess.. normally my maid would've already clear up d mess i made each time i reach home.. now i understand her pain... i'll treasure her more... as if! hahaz..
2molo is d bash!! and d worst part is... i suddenly have a superly big pimple on my right cheek! duH!! hope d makeup artist would b pro n help me cover it!!haI!! anyway.. yep!! excited bout 2molo... n worried too.. coz. yahz. karen dunno how to dance one k.. n im like d lousiest among d gals!! hai.. juz hope i dun forget d steps.!! pray for me!!
da da~~ im going home already... tired tired!!!
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