Sunday, October 30, 2005
juz got home.. bath... and decided to blog abit.. well~ hmm..
anyways.. i finally realise wat make a man attractive~!! haha .... sounds weird huh... yea.. coz these few days.. i dunno y.. alot of conversation topics have been revolving around the words "love".. and yesh.. ppl ask me wat i look for in a guy.. i dunno.. really dunno... mayb could name a few qualities.. but then...i couldnt really pin point what is one thing that make me feel attracted to someone... and... i finally realise... all the "qualities'' i've said is basically linked to this thing.. and its called CONFIDENCE!! ( okayz.. jess said im a little slow in finding out wat i wan.. but.. haha.. yea.. im slow ..)
i think confidence is wat makes a person attractive! be it guy or gal.. so yea...
and nope... im not being picky or watever ... haha.. dun ask me y im not attached... the right one is still not here yet... (and nope.. im not goin to settle for anyone less than wat i expect him to be)... shit.. i sound so.. dotz.. but... dun u find those ppl who juz get attached coz they wan to b attached a little bit too.. despo? haha.. oopsz..
and the day shall arrive.. with a perfect guy... ( perfect for me!! not perfect in the sense of perfect la..!! haha)...
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the muggin shall continues 2molo... yea... like wat marcus said.. i cant believe myself too... studying on a sat nite... 2nite... haix! sad life.. 2molo... nbs.. s3!! jia you!!
hope i can really jia you... slp the whole afternoon away today! karen!! plz wake up!!... exam is in a week..!!
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Saturday, October 29, 2005
yepz! time to blog again..!! haven update for.. 2 days? .. so.. shall b a long entry.. actually alot of things to say and talk about.. but.. as usual.. i dunno how to put it in words so it wont offend anyone or whatsoever... haix!
1st up! 2day went to watch movie with zhiyi... yesh.. been a long time since i've met him~ think he's doing well with alot of distinction in sch huh! haha.. yea.. movie we watch.."flightplan"~ nice movie! though the whole show is taken on juz one plane (the plane is big mind u).. and yah! i still cant figure out who are the 2 guys looking through her daughter's window the previous nite.. oh well.. a great and nice relaxing daY!!!
and yesh... that was followed by another great and nice relaxing day... coz.. yesterday.. i also went out slacking.. with marcus.. ! haha.. and yea..u guys should go to town if u haven been there for a long time... there's this "exhibition" going on with alot of nice pictures along the pathway.. and i mean! realLY! NICE PICTURES!!...
and yesh... as i've said.. yesterday was a nice slacking day.. as in really slacking.. sitting @ the coffee bean... chatting and people watching.. okayz.. most prob u guys will think im siao but this is really nice!! to juz sit around and rot sometimes ( and we did that for almost 3 hrs).. but of coz.. u need to have a good company to chat with also.. if not u'll probably die of sian-ness there... these are the coffee session i've been missing out on since sch started... SCHOOL.. haix!!
okayz.. and tata.. tats the pic after 114 last session... my crapper gal fren jane ....
dead... the picture cant be uploaded i dunno Y!.. arG!!....
wasted my effort to blog~
still wanna talk bout the prata session with the dearest last sat!! argg~~
anyways.. lots on my mind again!.. oh yah! marcus juz destroyed my dream to becoming a tai tai.. " u need to rely on ur own .. not ur husband" :< ... time to find a new goal...
haha.. actually.. being a pratical me.. i've already think of everything that would aid me in my future career!... like.... taking golf.. planning to take communication as my minor.. if possible.. and with all those ccas.. good enuff?? anyways.. tats about all.. and i should try the photo thing again... okayz.. its not working.. too bad
time to slp.. planning to mug at LWN library 2molo... its really a condusive place to study at! i didnt realise until..yesterday? slow me... haix..
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
hehe... dad juz went to play golf.. b4 he went out.. he still say waiting for me to join him next time! i cant wait too!! after exam after exam..!! hehez... a new activity for me!!! hopefully things go well~~!!
oh yah! anyone wanna join me in learning golf? hehe.. interesting right!
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
very very proud of myself!! i got 73.5 for my acct quiz... which is about 15% of my final grade! yesH! whaha..!! happy happy... lucky i didnt fail! haha.. coz thought im going to fail.. didnt prepare well enuff.. but . wow! surprised! haha
i think im really getting luckier and luckier as i grow older!! haha.. sec sch used to study hard and still canot make it.. jc.. slacking with studying ... still can make it... now... haha.. being forced to study by my frens ( yesh.. literally! they msg me on my msn and ask me go study! they ask me y i dun wan to study.. haha)... and still can make it..!! whahah... i think im too kind! god is helping me.. whaha... shit! wat kinda stupid reason is that!! but yesH! i think there's angels around me... helpinnggg meeee !! yeah yeah!!
ANGELS.....ANGELS... yeah yeah!! happY! ( let me continue to have this luck plzzz!!)
lalalalalaa..... okayz! a boring entry... later if shuang then come blog again... now.. is .. dinner time! yeah yea
and... i tihnk everyone of us should not turn on that anoymously ( duno how to spell) thing on frenster!! i wonder who's been viewing my profile.. the no. increase quite alot per daY! okok.... not alot alot la.. but.. hahaha enuff to make me wonder~
this is seriously a shit entry with too much hao lian-ing!!
karen! stop it!! u suck!! i know.. whhaha...
sometimes self praise for awhile will increase ur confidence! i urge everyone to do that!! haha
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Monday, October 24, 2005
a couple of things to blog about!! alot of new photos.. but i left my cables @ hall!! arG!... so... shall not blog bout those stuff 1st... wait till i get my cable and upload the pic...
but... damn lazy to... go back hall juz to get that cable.. any kind souls around? haha.. im kidding...
okayz.. things without photos...
asked to join the ntu pageant.. as in go for the interview lahz.. student union duncan call me last nite... not very interested... dun wanna join alot of this kinda stuff.. bad image..!!! at least, thats wat i think... haha... (but hehe... quite glad ppl notice me enuff to persuade me to join) haha.. oops.. abit... off huh.. sorry!! dun kill me .. and yea.. he really keep persuading and keep sayin things like.. " i try so hard to get ur no. juz go la.. gif it a try" hah.. okayz.. so yea.. think i'll probably go for the interview.. but i know i wont get in la.. but @ least i'll be able to see all the pretty gals huh! hehe... ehz.. shit.! abit les? haha.. no.. im not les.. haha... its call ~ the 1st hand info.. whhaha!!
pretty happy with myself 2day.. last presentation of the sem! over already! yeaH! jane and me celebrated with a feast @ fish n co.. hehe.. nice yummmY! and yea! we had a good time gossiping... oh yah! im sorry to say and .. if this fren happen to notice...
2day her makeup.. looks abit.. ugly... yea.. ehz... purple eyeshadow dun go very well with bright red blusher.. and.. yea.. i know im not a pro.. but.. hah.. u dun put ur blusher around ur whole cheek!! oops.!! shit.. i shall stop being so critical.. but..yea.. its always goood ppl are telling u so u wont make the same mistake right?! hah.. and yesh.. its not me alone who notice this.. oops! but yea.. makeup this kinda thing.. very mafan.. but... yeahh.. haha... u should... change abit of ur colour and skills thingy... ( dun kill me if u read this.. and dun hate me too!!)
oh yah! juz told mum i wanna learn golf.. after exam.. she say okay! hopefully really okay! i cant wait! hehez.. reason for wanting to learn: heheeee... secret! shss~~ = )
i love the sky, i love the rain.. 2days rain looks... nice! -----> wat crap am i saying?
oh yahz.. had supper with ruofei and his frens last nite.. thought i was quite brave.. coz.. i dunno his frens! and i juz went like tat.. not my usual style. but.. yesH! need to open uP! canot always so scardy cat.. haha... okok.. hehe..
this entry is shit right? i dun even know wat im saying already
oh yah!! --> to this guy who hurt my fren!! i wan to revenge!! waiting for u to fall into the trap! hahaz... but.. abit difficult huh! arG! who dare to hurt my frens shall die!! wahhahahah.....
lalallallolololo lallellellalsllasdl........
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Friday, October 21, 2005
friday 5.22pm.. juz fnish watching phua chu kang..
used to wonder y ppl like watching pck.. its not funny @ all! or so i thought.. was watching it juz now.. and was laughing away for that whole 10 mins?? ( okayz.. sound a little wu liao) and yesh.! this was the same exact episode i watch years ago.. why didnt i find it funny then??
i wonder y also.. and i guess that probably gotta do with the change in my attitude towards things~
used to think that those funny shows are all so bo liao.. and a waste of time.. who would watch it? and then i'll b damn angry when i put in effort for exams and then realise ppl are copying away.. and etc etc etc...
and then now.. i think i've finally grown up and out of that stupid stage..!! haha ( for a long time already actually)...
we should juz open our hearts and mind!! yesH!~` dun judge ppl.. dun be so bothered by everything.. life would be happier!!
dun keep suspecting ppl's intention! dun keep wondering y she is treating me so good or whatever.. is there a motive or etc..~~!! please!! everyone should juz treat everyone well and there wont be such thinking and then... we can all be happier!!
and i cant help but wonder.. y~ at this age of 19... (yesh 19 already)!! y are there still ppl so concerned... or rather i should say... overly concerned about " who win who" etc.. haha..
if jane is reading my blog.. she probably know who we are talking about.. yesh.. ken~ hah.. and he is 21?! grow up la.. stop going around asking ppl the exam result etc.. uni already leh.. as if the result will get u higher pay!!
and there's ppl who is so bu shuang when they found out ppl are copying during the quiz.. if u wan u can copy also! these quiz are for urself leh.. not to compete with anyone else.. there's no more "top 10% scholarship = $250" anymore! y take all these quiz so seriously??!!! as in... we should b serious in our work not in comparing....
and everytime i come across all these things... ppl who are too overly concerned... i cant help but think... ( y u wanna add pressure to ur life.. sad for u)
but then... sad for me too! i guess probably due to this change in attitude and having a "heck care" attitude for most things... im getting fatter!1 ahahz... ooops!! yeshh!! tats true.. acc to reseach .. happier ppl tend to b fatter.!! oh no! i think i need to look for some things to stress myself about.. haha...
but well.. yea! i enjoy uni.! i enjoy going to sch and laughing with jane throughout the whole day! i enjoy the feeling of no hidden motive between frens... ( i think tat feeling of opening up to everyone is coz of jc frens... they make me feel all ppl are angels and wont betray u!! thanx to my dearest all )
well... at the end of it all.. juz wanna say... open up! Be happY! do not question ppl being good to u for anything else! juz b good to thm bacK! laugh and smile and laugh and smile... and of coz to eat and eat and eat... hehe... and life will be happy.. juz like me!! ( cant be any more satisfied with life)!!
--------> and im missing my jc frens lo!! miss ya allll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
esp to shir~~! how are u doing man!!!! hope everything is fine for U! miss ya much too!!
ps: there's really a lack of prata session huh ppL!
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
back to reality! been living in my dreamland for too long.. last sat finally brought me back to reality.. i really must start mugging!! did that yesterday.. but... somehow.. im slipping back to my own world of fantasy again... i just cant feel the tension or pressure that exams are coming! haix!
fm quiz 2molo.. OB report to be handed in on thursday.. stats report next fri and im done for the semester.. oh no! wait.. there's the irritating 114 industry presentation.. nvm! jane and i are going to celebrate next monday once that 114 course is over and we do not have to see that #$%^& face of the tutor agaiN!
withdraw from hall.. its too hot.. i cant slp/study etc in there.. yesH! and that is super irritating..
well..
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
after yesterday's blog.. and receiving some comment.. i shall continue with another part of the blog.. haha..
the gals' difficulties ( this is to show that everything is equal okay!)
here goes..
imagine this scenerio..
guy ask gal b gf... gal reject.. guy move on..
imagine again this scenerio..
gal ask guy b bf.. guy reject.. gal super sad!
okok.. mayb this is not very true..
okok.. imagine this then..
guy ask gal--> common
gal ask guy--> gal is considered.. unworthy??
doesn't this mean that everytime when a gal like a guy, she'll have to keep it all in her heart.. ( and in the process.. "suffer" herself?!)... while if i guy is interested in a gal.. he can juz say it out.. and.. its okay!?! its so unfair right!!
dun say its not true...
ask around.. ask the guys..
i've heard them said before.. they would rather they themselves ask for a start in a relationship rather than a gal! yesh.. its a male's ego thingY~ hahaz..
well well.. at the end of it all
isnt it juz like.. this gender equality thingy juz doesnt work?!
oh yah! and brendan said something i juz recalled... 2 too similar species cant survive together.. haa... its a male's ego thing again...
well well.. @ the end of it all.. juz wanna say... its all like tat!!!!!!!!!! everything is equal! both guys and gals have their own very different problems!! yeP!
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
OB lecture.. slide 37: Gender Issues.
and thats is the topic for today!
Benjamin: "It's tough being guys these days.. if u are too sensitive, u are ah gua.. if u are too not sensitive, u are not the sensitive new age guy"
Brendan:" the gals talk about equality, does that mean i dont have to open the doors for them?"
(above, not the exact words said.. but something like tat.. hahaz)
and there's this part like.. " if gals wanna take their things themselves, they are independent. if they request for some guys to take, they are juz usual gals and is perfectly okaY!"... so either way, seems like the guys are the ones losing out huh??
and branden said something like.. sometimes gals act strong and wan to open the doors themselves, pull the chair themselves, carry the stuff themselves!
but then.. it makes me think! ehz.. sometimes tats the things i do as well!! haha.. is it wrong??
somehow, sometimes, u juz wanna do things urself so ppl will stop thinking u are some bimbo who canot do anything right!! hahaz.. but seems like guys are having a tough time over this huh? funny..!
so wats the moral of the story...: gals! lets all dump our stuff to the guys next time!! let them have a chance to show their sensitivity, being a "sensitive new age guy"
hahaz...
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have actually cleared the mindset that all guys are jerks!! but then recently, heard bout some stuff today n i think.. haix! this is all true! all guys are juz jerK!.. wait.. this have got nothing to do with the infront blog.. juz a thing that came to my mind..
y cant guys juz... be faithful?!
but then again... i've seen guys who are superly too faithful... mayb there should b abit more of a balance.. what crap am i saying
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prediction: a major fm quiz 2molo!! shall study tonite.. ja
to bennett: ( if u happen to read my blog, hahaz.. i'll be very willing to lend u the OB lecture notes today.. u didnt go for lecture!! lazY!..)
ja ja~
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
wrote a post juz now.. was not uploaded.. dunno y
im not feeling too good.. = (
but anywayz... thanx mf for the nike jacket! its super nice!
met up with the darlings thm.. and also mf in the evening.. at least they make me forget some stuff for a moment.. had a great time laughing with thm.. love ya all
not feeling too good.. haix..
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haix... one of the sway-est day!..
ryder's club went to malaysia for seafood supper 2day.. it seems like everything is not going well right from the beginning!!
firstly, alex was supppose to pick jess from her house.. he forget to bring his passport so.. he went back to take.. and so.. jess waited for him for a super long time and she even consider not going already..
well finally.. they reach hall6..late by... half hour??
okayz.. so happily.. one car with 20 over bike... went in via the 2nd link... no jam~ great...
and the 1st accident occur..
one of the bike was at the traffic light... stop already.. after tat a car from behind came.. couldnt stop in time.. hit the bike.. the pillion fell off.. mayb fly abit? i dunno.. but there were glass shattered on the floor.. her slippers missing and her bf who is the rider somewhere else..
both were okayz.. except that the gal got a v deep cut on her arms and hurt her bottom.. so needed to go to the hospital.
and so.. since there's only a car, (and btw.. i was in the car..) the car ppl all go back to spore.. yesh... no seafood supper... not that im complaining.. its okay actually.. gettin the gal back to spore is more impt..
and then.. the 2nd accident occur.. our car~
coz when the 1st accident occur, the box ( dunno wat is that call) dropped off from the bike.. so... they need the car to bring it back to spore as well... and a bike... a ntu guy.. horn our car, and the road was a curved one.. and then.. zhenrong (the driver) turn behind to see wat's the matter and then... buang...
yesh.. something was thn wrong with the tyre.. and it wasnt going straight anymore..!
there was actually another bike following us to spore... but he juz went off.. leaving us.. the car.. alone..
but zhengrong drove anyway.. back to spore.. at a low speed though..
they dropped me and jess off at jurong point.. 2 other guys accompanied the gal to hospital while zr went home.. (coz his car is in no condition to b cruising le)
and thn.. guess wat.~ me n jess do not have enuff singapore dollars to go home.. hahaz.. we had lots of malaysia dollar though... and then.. saviour jacky came.. brought us to supper somemore! thanx jackY! @ ah fang.. so we call bennett down also...
slack chat and jacky send us home... really thanx alot jacky! owe u once!!
hope the gal peiling will b okazya.. and her bf also.. and of coz zhengrong.. he looked really pissed juz now.. haix..
wat a day... dun like it when i see ppl look sad and unhappy..haixx.. well well
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
hahaz!! i love today!! great!!
i think i finally found a "zhi ji" in uni... jane is such a funny gaL! n we got the same frequency!! hahaz.. we gossip about the same ppl... crap about stuff... and b serious when we need to.( oops wait!! we are never serious!) .. hahaz.. but yesH! she's really funny... i mean super funny!!
love thursdaY! coz got OB class.. thn there's this really cute guy in my class!! wahhaa.. okay~ waiT! juz eye candy.. i dun even know his name.. but yea! coz my ob grp mates are all crazy... makes today really interesting!
cafe by the quart or something like tat... tat cafe.. the desert got cockroach..!!! er xIN!!
n!! omG! one day i stayed in hall only and bennett say i look super tired with dark rings around my eyes this morninG! juz one day in hall and it become like tat?!
sucks!
hahaz... determined!! going to start studying from this sundaY! pia for a month.. should b able to make it right?? whaha.. too slack le.. i need a mth to catch UP!...
going malaysia for supper with ryders club 2molo!! cool right!! oh yah~ to u know who.. dun tell my mama.. coz i told her i go do stuff... wahha... dun tell ur mama also.. coz they best fren... hahah
going back hall soon... got supper tonite!!
karen anG! u r so fat n u keep going for supper! stop it!! .........
but i cant..
wahha... shit!! y am i talking to myself?
a bad symptom!!
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Monday, October 03, 2005
haix! juz as i had expect! today sucks!! okok.. my presentation was quite alrite... but my pt cards got abit messed up..! so i guess.. i look abit messy~~ nvm.. then my AA101 quiz.. i juz realise it consitute bout 15% of our total grade.. the difference btw my Asset and (liabilities+ se) is about $200 000 over difference!! oh NO!!! haix.. sad.. okaY! dun care bout these sch stuff le!!
my room look new agaiN! hhaz.. and bigger~ coz juz remove the stereo from my room.. dun need it since got com and ipod.. yea.. move my table around.... and im thinking of putting some stuff onto the wall... looks empty~ well well..
arG! my life is kinda boring.. nothing to blog so....... byeeeeeeeee
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
Left my AA101 notes in hall.. !! arG! N textbook also… dead.. Monday quiz! N a major one!! Haiz.. guess its back to hall for mugging time!! Not that I'm complaining though.. (but it's a Saturday!!!! = < )
well!! HaPPy ChiLdRen DaY to everyone!! yeaH!!! It's the yearly children day again! Without any meaning for me .. that is.. hahaz.. unless u consider waking up to some children having some celebration.. blasting their children music v loud in the morning and waking me up a factor…
pretty good week for me!! Everything went by smoothly.. or rather.. too smoothly!!! Haha.. n I had 2 presentation this week, 3 proposal to submit and 1 meeting to go to and of coz that surprise quiz… I thought I really did manage my time amazing well this week! 3 cheers for me!!
But that only make me feel like… u know.. those people.. before they die they will be very energetic!! Yahz… i have a feeling next week will be a torturous one for me! Hahaz.. though there’s no presentation or anything or that sort… weird feeling…
Okok… thanking time again! Hehez… thanx ruo fei for the ride to sch yesterday! Hehez.. if not for him I think yesterday I'll b very late for my meeting.. hahaz.. thanx so mucHY!! take care lots!!
Had dnd comm. meeting at some café… settler's café or something.. yahz… it's a nice place.. v new concept.. that place.. hmm.. there’s a lot of board games for u to play with.. yahz.. all the non-conventional ones.. even have cashflow.. but I must say .. the food is not very nice!! Hahaz..oopz… but well a interesting place to go to!
Went to watch''The virgin at 40''with sis after tat… haha.. a funny show I should say!! Hahaz… go watch go watch.. but not very interesting.. if no more show to watch or juz wan a laugh can go watch!! Hahaz.. yea… weird right?? Watchin movie with sis on a Friday nite.. yeaz.. coz her bf.. mr troy cannot come out from camp.. haha.. and me.. being a unattached person got nothing better to do.. wahha
Reach home.. almost 2am.. knockout.. dead… slp.. yea…
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