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Sunday, April 30, 2006

Right after paper that day!!!

sakae~~ yummy! with ah xiang ah xu~~

eh? why me and xu cup different one??

eee... we have white teeth! darlie toothpaste!

wanted to watch a movie after that.. but no nice timeslots!!

after hanging out with them... went to meet my sec 4e1-ers (rui, yu, emay, angel) for movie!! cine at 1130pm! haha.. my sec 4 classmates hip hor?! meet this kinda weird timing one!!

The show is dammmmnnnnnn nice!!!

Daisy!! Nice show.. really! so sweet the guy.. the gunman.. woah! and yandao somemoreee!!

see the cakes?? (although its a little dark.. its night time!!)... yeP! went to tcc for a chat.. had nice dessert!..

rarely chat with them so long.. we talk about... lets see... babies... marry... and even death!! all the shen lao bing shi.. yesh!! that's y the conversation last till 4 plus am in the morning!! ( rui was dead by then.. haha..) Its nice to have a gals chat! quite different point of view.. from my jc crowd.. coz they all are the guys chat! ( i'm a guy in jc crowd too! hehee)

went home.. dead tired! but as usual.. weird habit of mine.. i bath at 5am in the morning!! before going to slp.. ( its a little creepy.. especially after emay told us bout the basement toilet at cine~~)

and yesterday!!!
Favourite!!!!! KBOX!! that's so many nice new songs!! okok.. i admit it. i am too noob okayz.. i need hanxu to update me on new songs everytime! but its still nice.. ( no pics for this.. well.. kbox is kbox right? haha...)

but one funny thing happen there.. hanxiang was so -_-''.. haha... the service at kbox very lousy.. the drinks took forever.. so.. hanxiang open the door and shout" give me my drinks".. and! tata! the drinks are here in no time! haha... good one! haha..

came home for BBQ! haven have bbq for a long time.. and i must say.. the aunties.. their bbq-ing skill is superb!! yummY!!!!! ( but the crowd.. hmm... all the kids dun come anymore le ( although i also dont really tok to them.).. aiya.. not fun... still remember when we are so much younger when all of us went to east coast for picnic.. those were the days!!) .. but it doesnt really matter huh? as long the food is good! hehee..

bought this puzzle book for myself to play! after the 1st time playing with the topaz ppl.. and we couldnt solve it.. im determine! haha...

and... tata!!

oh ya! topaz gonna have outing to sentosa next weekend! guess wat! im having 4e1 chalet at sentosa also! haha.. i'll see u guys there!! hahaa...

I see you turning back at 11:16 AM

Friday, April 28, 2006

Yeah! today is the day!!!

Last paper...!! and after that will be 3 months of without touching books!! ( that's not good coz i haven recover from the 7 months holiday after A's.. nvm) but yeah!!

hehe.. trying to show the last studious side of me!! aiya! the specs is frameless! cannot see!!

but then.. that specs almost no degree one.. i never wear it.. but.. yesterday brother say the night sky got lotsa stars ask me see.. so i figure.. i would see more of the stars if i wear my specs! heee..

so.. with such a studious pic.. haha.. i need to be seen doing work!!! yesh!! work!! haha..

shit.. i am so zi- lian.. sorry ahz.. but isnt that what the camera phone is for?! haha..

yesterday mum and sis both pose some really ugly picture!! should i pose them? but they will kill me.. ook.. we shall see.. haha... so happy!! finally can join the rest in playing!

there's gonna be BBQ tomorrowwww... yeaahhh

I see you turning back at 10:18 AM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

My mum say i'm fat!!! ekkkk...!! Its time to go to the gym again!! haha.. yesh! i do need people to remind me! to keep telling me i'm fat~~~~ boooo.... here's a current pig of myself..

okok.. maybe not this cute.. eyes not so big... dun have a tail.. but .. about the same la hor...

maybe i should set a target huh.. like.. ermm.. okay! lets set a target...better not write it here.. 20 days! before my europe trip!! hehe.. intensive jian fei so that i can have fun eating there! okay! set!! start from.. coming fri?after exam la hor? okok.. heee

I'm so looking forward to friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Monday, April 24, 2006

Feel so gross!! of myself!! er xin! yucks!!! i did not touch any books at all yesterday.. so basically.. i never really study this weekend..!! okok.. never mind if i work hard today right? haha..

so... yesterday night! nydc @ holland V!..
( i absolutely love nydc pasta!!!!)

mushroom ham and pizza! we ordered this dynamite pizza.. super hot! eat and sweat all over.. but its still yummY!

haha.. want to take a pic of me?! here one for u! haha..

here's me.. zi lian-ing again.. and as usual.. always look the same when i take pic of myself.. so duh hor~

at 830pm! we are very full le.. oh yah! and the drink i ordered! woah.. nice.. with chocolate chip ice cream!! im still craving for it!! ( guess can only replace with milo for now)..

so... at 830... having nothing to do.. and really.. nothing to do........ we... went to watch movie!!! at the new cineplex near PS!!
will change colour one oh!

none of the shops is open yet... but...yea.. the theatre open already.. but.. i think this is like a very small mall.. maybe the size of westmall? or even smaller!! but.. we shall see when it opeN!..

tata.. the show we watched.. "the art of seduction"! very funny show! can watch can watch... go watch go watch..

inside the cinema.. nice stars and moon.. ! haha.. ( okayz.. i admit it.. i am bo liao! ) and so.. tat's how i spend my sunday!!!

looking forward to next weekend! ( tats the end of my exam already! omg! so exciting!!)

but less exciting than grp B ppl! they finish today! hanxu!! so shuang!! haha...

I see you turning back at 12:16 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

i finally came up with a good reason y my whole body is aching le!! i think i sleep too much!! it must be..!! so.. shall not sleep so early these few days le.. not good for health.. haa...

and yep!!! golfing today at fairway.. i think that place is better than cdans!! Its kinda like... curve or something.. so.. you wont be paiseh coz u play so lousy and let ppl see! haha.. cdans is one straight line.. then u look infront.. all those with the very zai swings and lousy swings can see le..!!

tata... sister is trying to play.. hmm...

and here.. her bf! melvin!.. his swing's so nice.. and using 7 or 8 i forgot wat he use la.. he can hit as far as 150!!! whhhaa... nice nice! yep! and he's been playing for 3 years already.. wow..

see his yao so tiny! my sister motivated to learn golf le! say learn le.. maybe like melvin have a nice figure! haha...

and as usual dad played as well.. but the pic i took of him no nice.. not going to post today.. hee..

melvin wanted to teach me to use the.. i dunno wats tat call.. the head very big one... for the first shot those... u know.. wats tat called?? okayz.. watever.. but.. i suck! tried and the ball hit infront! haha.. omg! but its a fun day!

tata~~ me trying to take a artistic shot .. err.. not very successful.. haha

and so... tats our morning!!

ending with it is a ugly pic of me!! haha..

sister took melvin's hp to take a video of each of us hitting a ball..!! hmm.. shall post it if i got the video...

yep! had dim sum.. came home.. and sleep.... going to have nydc dinner later! yummY!

a picture i took a long time ago.. thought i might as well post it! the night when me and a fren in hall.. and decided to order mac supper!! woahh...

and another pic!! the day when its full attendance!! woah!!

cant wait for exam to end!!!!!!!!!!!!! yea!

I see you turning back at 4:52 PM

was planning on.. reading some lab work.. or some notes before going to slp.. but....

one do get sentimental.. emotional.. or whatever you call it.. when its at night and u got nothing to do huh? you'll start thinking of.. the what if questions.. and.. others.. ( and i even thought of like.. what happen if i suddenly become invalid or something!!!) shit.. not a good sign... probably due to the aching of my whole body for no apparent reasons... *sob*!! am i going to die soon?? okok.. that sound so.. stupid.. but....

i remember back when i was in primary school.. the time when mechanical pencil are popular remember? yea... once..i accidently use the head of the pencil and hit my hand or something.. and i thought the lead went into my hand... and.. haha.. then... i started to have weird thinkings like.. the pencil lead is going to flow through my blood and into my heart.. and i will die.. and i cry in the bathroom thinking what time i will die later... sounds stupid? ( yesh.. but.. it might be possible right?!! who knows)... but now.. it seems all so stupid to me!! ( maybe 10 years down the road .. i'll be laughing at myself for thinking im going to die coz of a body ache?? hmm..)

*pray pray*.. karen and her family will forever be healthy!!

had yummy Japanese dinner at fairway club just now.. and while looking at those ppl playing golf... sis have a suggestion and so.....

date with dad and sis' bf for golfing session tomorrow morning.. oh my! im going to throw face infront of 2 pros!! the only consolation... I'm still a beginner.. hehe..

okayz..shant go on anymore.. 2 entry a day is not...too good i guess...

night guys!
hope im going to have some sweet dreams tonight!! ( lacking of sweet dreams.. haiz!)..

" if you had a bad day, don't lose your way

just take it down, sing a song, then turn it around

not all things will go the way you want them to

when they really don't, there is nothing much you can do

people say life is full of uncertainty,that no one is able to forsee

but sometimes you can anticipate the things coming

so greet and end your day with a simple smile

try to let the next 24 hours be more worthwhile "

-anton. h

nice poem?!! anton say i can use it! so.. just share it on my blog... it so fit the day when i had my bad econs.. haha... guess.. its the kind of poem everyone can find it applicable to your own life?

and once again... night to all..

( sorry for the lack of photos)

I see you turning back at 12:51 AM

Saturday, April 22, 2006

My whole body is aching!!! I don't know why... is it the lack of exercise?? or am i old le?? but cannot be mah.. i'm only... 19 leh!!! omg!! arG! and i went for exercise just now.. jogging.. but its not helping!!! My whole body still aching...!!!

anyways!!..
GOOD NEWS
tickets booked! leaving one 22nd may... and returning on 27th June!!.. GREAT!

with a 4e1 chalet to go... think this holiday is gonna be fuN!!!! yeaH!

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I think my condo guards think they are policeman or something!!

when going into gym or reading room :

guard: " eh wait.. sign in"

us: duh.. dont so lame can..

then when studying in reading room... this is the lamest part k!!

they come into the room every hour.. to.. check the table to make sure no one write on them.. i mean.. so what if someone does write on them?!!! they also canot do anything except shake head
they come in and in the most accusing tone say: " no food in the reading room". when the poor innocent boy just brought it in.. ( this happen just now)... the thing is.. no one study without munching on food right?!! they are so off!!!
when u ask them for the air con remote control... they say.. :" i already on the aircon"... but mr "policeman"... u on the aircon like 18 degrees leh!!! i want to go in study not to freeze leh!!... so after he decides to give you that remote control.. he will say " return to me after you use"

arg!!!... mr policeman!!... that little remote control is a property of the condo leh!!... and... me being the resident have the right to use it!!

okok... okok.. i know they have responsibilities and etc.. but.. cant they just close one eye... i mean.. rules are meant to be broken right? so strict for wat.. us residents complain also equal to u no job!..

but.. i wont complain la... complain in my blog onli.. well.. karen is such a nice person u see.. haha

and they have their good points also..

they will call ur house if u forget to off the carlight.. ( save u having a no batt car in the morning)
they... they... they.... i cant think of more le...
ah! i know le... they.... will make a dog shut up! coz.. if a dog keep barking.. they will call the dog's owner!! tat sounds good right??

haha.. okok... i shall stop this no sense blog entry... bye bye!!

I see you turning back at 5:08 PM

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Bad news..

My sister cant get tix to manchester!!! or rather... can get to manchester but not back!! this means.. its either..
1) i forgo that Europe trip
2) i forgo senior camp ( but i totally wanna go!!)
3) i take other flights.. that.. have a stop over at one of those ulu countries for like 3 hours??!!! ( that will mean.. risking me.. getting kidnapped!! .. okayz.. im crapping)

yesh... you've guess it right... Its the world cup!! and tickets are fully booked! I mean.. the tickets out of Europe.. sis was so desperate for tickets.. she ask the person " is there no any tickets coming out of anywhere from Europe??"... the person say... yesh.. earliest.. july!! diao! -_-''

July leh!! how.. my senior camp is on the 28th of June! Arg! .. okayz.. we shall see as it goes.. I'm hoping she can tickets that does not clash with my camps... ( coz i'm a responsible p.. haha.. as if)

................... and sister is email-ing cousin now.........

okok.. and i've decided ... that.. even if im stupid.. somebody's gonna love me right?! ( i can count on my family! ) .. so.. i'm over with that econs paper.. and its down to biz law next!!

but im so jealous of group B ppl.. coz they always finish exam and have outings! and tempt us with them! so unfair... bleah!

oh!! yah! and i'm a very very bad fren! coz i totally suddenly.. accidently forgot.. Chenghui's birthday!!!

Happy Birthday to YOu chenghUI!!!

okok.. sing song to u on the other blog.. but just wanna wish ya happy birthdaY!!!!

i know you'll forgive me and xu for forgetting right.. afterall its exam period!! ( haha.. im finding excuses)... you're good one.. i know.. hhaha...

I see you turning back at 11:01 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

This is bad.. i'm still dwelling on yesterday's paper..!!

Haven feel so... stupid in YEARS!!! ( yesh.. i always think i'm quite clever one.. at least.. on par with others) but.. yesterday paper.. shit shit shit shit shit!!!! ARG!

Its like... time management is sucky till the end!! Keep feeling scare later keep doing the question, too engrossed.. no time for behind.. then when i finish and came back infront.. i realise i got much more to write about but i didnt leave space ... then.. i think if i draw one big arrow to page behind and continue.. but then... this means... that's going to be for every question and it will be damn messy!! then no point to even write more of what i want to write and risk examiner not marking coz its too messy??!!!

SHIT!!!

its so unlike me to dwell on past papers.. but... i cant help it when it hit straight to my confidence level and make it ZERO!!! damn!

Hoping that one sucky paper will not lead to another.. though i think it would.. coz.. i have no mood to study already... ( that explains the new blogskin)

ARG!!!

this sem is so screwed ... or i should say.. this year is so screwed! right from the beginning.. Jan!! (plz do not make the 2nd half of the year as screwed up as well)...

Get over it Karen ang!! and study for ur damn biz law!!

I see you turning back at 5:52 PM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

to econs..

Paper: AB106 Principles of Econs
Location: Nanyang Auditorium
Time: 930 -1200
Rating: Very bad

haiz.. what more to say..

I seriously don't understand how could those people take 2 booklets to write !!! when... i took less than half a booklet to answer all 4 questions.. I try to crap as much as possible but.. it didnt exceed the middle of one answer booklet..

realised i got 2 questions wrong... yesh.. wrong!! each standing about 12 or 15 marks...

all i could do now is pray... and pray...

need to get over it!!!

ps: my frens say this paper is easier than the previous few sems one.. omg!!

Next paper.... Biz law!!!

I see you turning back at 3:02 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

nice weather!!! the sky look prettY!!!
nah! let you guys xin shang!!!

nice blue skkkyyyy....

anyways.. was studying in the living room.. ( econs again. haha.. never can be finished).. then.. suddenly... heard a little boy crying!! ( i think its a little boy.. )

then i heard the mum screaming at him
his mum: (very loudly).. why you fall down.. huh! why you faLL DOWN!!
boy: continue crying.... continue crying..
his mum: ask you to walk properly why you fall down! still cry.. still cry..( in the scolding tone)

me... while studying.. whaa.... the little boy very kelian lehz.. fall down le.. injured le.. pain.. and got scolded...er... what's wrong with the mums these days??!!! its not like the little boy wanna fall down and get injured what!!

but... this leads me to think of.. what my mum used to do when we fall down.. or knock into something..

example scenerio: walk walk walk... and bang into a tree...
(me).. about to cry...
mum: 树有没有事？
then.. because you are afraid the 树 got injured... then u dun dare to cry..
mum: 树没有事就好。。不然你要赔的!!
me: faster shut up.. while mum walking away... check if the 树is okay or not... then feel blessed the tree is okayz...

now.. thinking back.. it seems stupid.. but works!! hahaa...

yeah!! mum and dad coming back today! i miss mum!! and her crappy nonsense( spell correctly?).. when your mum is the youngest in her family.. you can find alot of mischief in her! even when.... she's a mum now! haha.. and her jokes are ... -_-'' ...

brother's school starts today!... his new poly life.. hope everything goes well for him!!

and finally.... econs is coming 2molo... finally finally finally!!! exam's gonna end soon!!! so happY!

To all my frens: GOod LuCk for the coming exam!!
To ah xu and ah xiang!!! jia you oh!
To all topaz.. jia you oh!!
To miya & kengchuan ( tutorial mates).. jia you oh!!
To myself! jia you oh!!

I see you turning back at 11:52 AM

Saturday, April 15, 2006

A round of applause for myself! bbbppplllaaaa.....*****

yeah yeah! I managed to sit on that chair of mine... studying from 12 pm till 5pm!! An achievement!!! ( left the seat because i'm hungry and need a break)..

Like what my sister say:
" When you see her mugging like that, you know how unprepared she is... When she can still be watching tv every 2 hours.. you know she is confident and can go disturb her!"

and so.. when sister brought back vcds to watch with her bf.. and i did not even have the slightest intention to watch.... she came into my room and say: " not too loud hor the volume? too loud tell me hor.. don't disturb you.. bye bye"

haha.. yesh.. coz i have a super bad temper.. and will scream at anyone who disturb my sleep + studies.. with those.. irritating noise.. ( even if its jay's songs.. haha)...

whatever the case... yeaH! 5 hours of studying leh!!!... amazed!!!

( but then of coz im going to continue later..... )

oh yah oh yah!
Jie Jie bought durian back home last night!!! haha.. * happY*

my 2nd entry of the day.... ---> when one gets bored... that's what she do....

SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER ... YEAH!!!
Sorry guys.. im entertaining myself.. dotzzzz

I see you turning back at 5:38 PM

Today is one of those days.. when i wake up in the morning with the feeling ... like... crap!!

i just feel like rotting my day away.. which.. is what i am doing now.. but not planning to do it the WHOLE day.. wellz..

Anyway.. did you guys see the moon these few days?? Its so so bright!! and round!!! why huh??

*mental block* i forgot what i wanna write le..

but but.. just want the stupid exam to come here soon.. and leave soon also! its really getting a li' boring!!!

(i promise myself i'll only rot till... erm.. 12pm.. okok!!)

lets continue...

oh yaH! did you guess watch the show.. the mentor minister chatting with the youth one?? i thought one of the gal very irritating!! People ask question.. she keep cutting in and talk her crap! which is like.. don't know what she is saying... and i think she herself also don't know what she is saying!! If you guys haven watch.. watch watch.. you will know which irritating girl i'm talking about.. I think they are going to show it again on channel 8 dunno which date and what time.. haha..

but i thought mentor minister very good leh! explain quite a few things i doubt we really know why they do it this way.. then when he say le then.. orhhhh...

okok...

watching the superband show now.. hmm... not bad not bad.. looks like i have another show to be addicted to le!

haix.. when one's entertainment is all tv shows.. that's what the blog is like..

went back to Dunearn sec on thursday.. (btw i did not sleep the night before.. coz of the 4am airport trip)...
wow! the school is still..................... as crappy as ever ( feel so disorganised)!! haha.. brother got the best subject humanities award.. *clap clap*.. then there's this award.. given to teacher for the "long service award" or something.. then i suddenly thought of something!!

me: mama come to dunearn how many years already ahz? ( coz my mum fetch us to school you see)
sis: dunno lehz.. err....
me: wha! 9 years leh! ( sis, me and bro ... all product of Dunearn secondary School)
aiyaz.. she almost can get the award of " long mafan award ( parents)" ... haha.. coz... me and brother is not exactly the kind who ... well.. you know..

haha... and my sis say.. the one thing she is very grateful is... we are all out of Dunearn alreadY! yeaH!!!... looking forward----->>>>>>

aiya.. time to study le lah...
( i read a fren's blog.. she say she took 3 hours to study 2 chap of econs.. but why i take 3 hours.. also cannot finish one lecture?? sob sob.. )

I see you turning back at 11:18 AM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

went to airport again yesterday night! my 1st and 2nd aunt went korea.. sister is in hall so i volunteer to acc mum to send off her sisters!!..

tonight.. or rather.. early 2molo morning( 4 something am ).. im going to airport agaiN!.. this time is mum and dad going china.. and sis gotta send thm! haha... so i acc sis..

haha.. so wu liao right.. in a span of 7 days going airport 3 times!!! ( and i dun stay in the east.. )

and so.. this few days.. all my mama side adults.. are not in spore!!!! wah! sounds like fun right?! other than the fact... that i have an exam coming.. duH!!!

lallalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.............................. im bored... back to the books! = )

I see you turning back at 1:17 PM

Monday, April 10, 2006

Officially declare: I AM STRESSED!!!

information overloading... i need a break and i am taking one.. or rather.. many today but.. i am stressed!!!

had thoughts of snatching hanxiang's bf 2day!! haha.. i am evil right? yesh.. ppl are evil when they are stressed.! ( b4 u all mistaken... hanxiang's bf is lee wee nam) .. yesh... im thinkin.. maybe see other ppl stress wont so stress le right?? errr... hmm~~ ( oh yah.. again.. lee wee nam is a library at north spine)... so.. basically.. im thinkin of going over to lee wee nam to study.. which equals to snatching her bf... ( hanxiang's bf is lee wee nam library? !!! yesh.. it is.. see her blog)

arggg!! bennett just tell me another econs thing.. i am going crazy!! yeah... ( which remind me.. i need to read the textbook!! thought of skipping the text.. anyways! thanx there!!)

last 2 weeks everyone!! gooo~~~~

I see you turning back at 11:52 PM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

hmm~~ what should i start writing 1st.. okok.. today!!

campus superstar replay! damn nice!! i watched it again! (haix.. ill- discipline.. y y y!!)

anyways.. actually wanna go partyworld with thm 2day one.. ( yesh! they are going again! without me and hanxu!! so sadddd!!!! how can!!!)... but.. i thought.. i should be discipline.. and stay at home study.. but but but....................................................... don't want to continue le..

and wow! yesterday! amazingly!! full attendance at prata place.. ( of coz.. shir is not here) but wow! 10 of us! so nice lo! so long nv see everyone .. esp mark and thiam huat ahz.. had fun with thm.. = )

this month faster end.. thank you!!!

I see you turning back at 6:45 PM

Saturday, April 08, 2006

sianZ!

having some problems with econs!!! arG!.. profit maximizing ... how come got so many different type one?!! = (

still at lecture 4 of econs! don't look very promising.. shit!

on the bright side!! meeting jc frens tonight! so long nv see thm le! 2 weeks!! yeah!!.. but... my studies side... haiz.. so dead..

hmm..
cousin went back on thursday le! me mama and sis went airport to send thm.. thm because.. another cousin of mine going to shanghai tat night.. haha.. same day different destination.
anyways ~ saw andrew fang there! u know.. the national bowler! i secretly took pic! haa.. but not going to post... no mood.. haha..

mum and dad going to china ( yes..again).. this coming thurs.. maybe is coz of the public holiday.. everyone is going holiday!!!! makes me so wana go~~ and dun wan study le.. !!!!

I see you turning back at 4:10 PM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

yeaH!.. stupid righT? well.. you see.. during exam.. if you go out.. you will feel abit.. 对不起 yourself right~~ but then.. also no mood to study!! so.. what else to do except to keep blogging and blogging!! ( I'm providing you guys with entertainment leh!! during ur studying...study till sian then can read blog... eh.. you all will or not huh? coz i like to go blog reading.. lame me! thank you)

anyways.. just came back from dinner!! yepZ! i so wanna go kbox!!!

tonight is.. yummy dinner + singing!! whoo!!!

me and sis before dinner starts...

then.. cousin start to pose.. ( yesh.. the same one on last sunday's Sunday Times). we have the same habit.. we start posing whenever there is camera aound!! hahaaz..

my brother singing!!

oh yah! like sis like bro!! .. we both love singing.. and both are blur! y?

coz just now my brother thought he lost his wallet.. then he sian... thenn!!!!

came home and found it on the table!!! duH! panic for nothing ( coz IC is inside the wallet)

me, cousin, sis..!

wha! i look fat!! coz im holding the camera okay! they lar! put face so far.. haha.. ( no la.. actually.. i admit it! i am fat! fine fine fine! but i still love eating! heeez)

my the other cousin!! the one going back england coming thurs!!

and guess what!!.. Approval given!!! me and sis allowed to go England le!! yeAH!!! coming May..

go Manchester first.. work at cousin's place.. then after that go London.. cousin fren will be there!! then... me and sis planning to go maybe paris or something.. since we are there le right?!!

okok... im hoping i can get the air tics and everything on the dates i want.. coz.. er.. i have FOC!! trial camps.. and senior camps!! wha.. scare later my CP dun wan me le.. how ahz.. hmm~~ we shall see we shall see... must tell him 2molo or something!! hope there wont be must stuff in between senior camp and trial camp!

oh yah! cousin ask us to go get our international license..!! can drive his car there! more fang bian!! wha!!!.. sis go get!! ( i cannot make it.. i admit it.. haha)..

cousin and mama.. look alike?? many say they look alike! and.. my mama really dote on him!

papa and mama with 2 cousin ( they look cheeky huh?)

and they started to zi pai! -_-''( and there's quite alot of zi pai photos.. haha.. shall not pose le)

and so.. my sis and i also start to zi pai!!... with funny faces of coz!!
me and brother!!.. haha.. trying to ACT er xin ( coz not er xin so must act one.. hehee)

oh!! i am so blessed! hahaz.. both wanna kiss me!!

us 3 doing funny ghost face! hahaz...

and the night ended.. with lots of singing.. ( both hokkien and chinese.. oldies and newies ( is there such word? ha))

lots of cheers.. lots of beer.. lots of laughter!! fun!!

oh yah~.. and i realised something different ( actually is sis realised one)!.. Last time my cousin they all.. as in my mum's side.. all very English speaking one leh!.. wha.. now .. after they go England all speak chinese.. sing chinese and hokkien songs?? why huh?? haha..

but.. well~ had fun! time to start on tutorials le..tat is if i still have the energy~ = )

Cheers!! (cant wait for the england trip!!)

I see you turning back at 11:56 PM

I bet alot of us have this kinda feeling before right..

the feeling like.. we've been there at that place before.. ( when in fact we haven) or... that.. we have this situation before.. it seems like.. eh..! this happen before.. it feels so familar.. right right right?

after my intensive research.. i wan to conclude that.... that is crap!

why? coz!!!... why this kinda situation never applies to my studies!! hahaa...y??!!! Instead its the other way round. sometimes i thought i got study the chap b4 le.. then went back and see.. wha! totally feel like nv even read before eh! bad bad bad...

relaxing now... study 2 hours must relax 2 hours.. bad bad bad..

yeaH! tonight going to eat with my mama side of family! before cousin go back England.. meaning.. cousin will see dad.. and keep saying to him all the good things.. woaH!.. im praying...

back to my IT notes.. boo.. i wan to cry.. who cares about all the protocols ( er.. spell correctly? suddenly forget agaiN!! arG!) and what.. information system.. who cares who cares who cares~!! as long as i know how to use internet.. who cares about all those chim stuff!!!!!

a motivational picture for myself!!

my prince william.. haha..

okok.. let u guys xing shang also! motivate u all! see i so good!

nah! give u all another one to see.. sooooooo cute hor.. okokay!

time to go back to wu liao de IT... bye bye!! they are so cute!!!

I see you turning back at 3:12 PM

Monday, April 03, 2006

I did something stupid today.. went to school.. all prepared to go for my last week of tutorials.. and.. yea..

i fell aslp in hall.. only to wake up.. too late for me to go to class..

i know i know.. i know the logic of.. "its better late than never".. but.. to me.. i think "its never better than late"... don't really like the idea of going into the class to disturb the ongoing discussion... feels like so... AA!!! haha.. oops.. yea.. kinda like shooting a classmate of mine.. who.. i think till now.. never been early? or rather.. on time..

okayz. he don't read my blog. heez..

but don't you find it irritating?! especially if you are doing a presentation. faint! don't know should stop for the person to settle down or to continue..

whatever whatever.. its just my stupid day.

PICTURES!!

the day when my sis and i went to work...

still look happy and energetic!!

me looking irritateD! bored!!!

me and sis both very very bored...
the little corner im at.. from 830 till 530...
but not to worry! there's always food for us to eat.. hehee...
ohh... jie jie bz at work... no la.. actually she's toking to her fren.. on the phone for more than an hour!! deciding on where to go for graduation tour..

she very lame leh.. here cannot there cannot.. here scenery not nice.. there very boring..

i suggest to her.. the all time favourite!! CHINA!! nice scenery.. all the rivers and mountain.. and also.. cheap stuff to buy.. right?! haha...

so.. while she is chatting on the phone.. ignorin me.. i

drew myself a picture!!

trying to act artistic u see.. actually.. i also dunno what im drawing.. just any any how then become like tat.. dont know the logic to it also.. haha.. lame right?

okay okay.. pardon me for drawing such a no sense.. not nice pic! but.. i fail my arts one okay!! heez.. i thought that look like a decent piece of.. "art"

my cousin on yesterday's Sunday time...

haha.. his brother, who is also my cousin, just came back yesterday! from england.. Manchester.. yea.. for the pay your respect to ancestor day ( anyway can someone tell me wat tat day is call in english??).. he's going back on thursday again.

Coz my sis is planning her graduation trip.. my cousin ask her to go over england and play la! work at his restaurant and play at the same time.. go for a month! so its like 2 weeks play 2 weeks work!.. wha!!! i wan also leh!.. but apparently.. haiz.. its daddy again. he dont allow.. its like!! WHY!!!!

can see mummy want us to go and ti yan that kind of lifestyle also. and somemore cousin is there! dont have to worrY!.. he got his own house and car there.. and one more thing.. he is very strict! no means no, yes means yes... so.. mum really fang xin let us go.. but y dad dun allow!!! ARG!!!!!

no point arguing with him.. its just too senseless..!!

oh yah! so glad zhiyang won yesterday!! happY!!!!

and finally!! seriously.. 2 more weeks to exam! one more month to end of exam! i cant wait!! hehez.. going to be real serious!! ( i hope..) after tonight! the celebratory part of campus superstar.. then must study 24/7 le! as if.. haha..

oh yah! hanxu!! ur email of ur card very cute leh! weird~ haven see u for 2 weeks le!! omg! haha... jia you for the upcoming exam! urs earlier than mine!! aiyo~~.. jia you jia you! to hanxiang also!!

--> to cath! i just tag but wanna write longer... haha.. hey! choose a day after the papers meet up ya??!! right after the paper tat week k? if not drag drag nv meet le.. then sian half.. hehe..

i wanna start filling up all the days .. on what to do after exam! cant wait!!

oh yah!!

NBS FOC bash

Place: momo

Date: 11 may 2006

Tix price: $15 ( comes with one free drink)\

--> book your tix with me!!! ..

(actually.. is.. please buy from me! i got tons to sell.. haha.. )... 4e1!! you guys wan?? plz plz!! heheez...

I see you turning back at 5:15 PM

A load off my shoulder.

I don't know if i'll be regreting doing what i've just did. i hope not. i think not. with your promise..

but.. somehow.. i also don't want you to be tied down because of your promise.. but a part of me hope you would keep to it.

humans are a selfish bunch.. don't you agree?

I'm surprise at myself for being so truthful today. I said everything. I even ask one question that i thought.. probably i know i wont be asking anyone else.... Ever!

There were no tears nor any quarrels.. hmm..

I'm glad i heed my sister's advice and say what i should have say. thinking alot for past 2 days. not knowing the very right approach..

well.. i'm glad.

hah... and the one thing u said about me. how much i've changed over the past 4 years we've know each other. It's only when you use the word " xiao nu ren" did i suddenly realise.. ya.. i've really did change alot.. frm the last time "xiao nu ren" till now... i don't know what i'm like now.. at least.. its like.. not a xiao nu ren anymore..

I really want to go back to the time when i'm in the 1st 3 months. I'll forever love that time the most. how time flies..

what will i be like 3 years from now?.. 3 years because.. i wanna know how im like one year after i've graduate.. will i still be the same? hmm...

and yesh.. guess.. this is really the 1st time i'm baring my soul in my own blog. well..but i'm quite sure no one understand.. so.. = ) i'm safe.

hmm.. one year plus for this blog.. hmm.. it should be longer.. but i close down my previous blog. reason for that time was.. becoz.. ya... im a jerk and so.. should not exist in this world.. and so i close down all blogs and friendster and everything.. One year ago..

i don't know what more to say... maybe that.. i'm glad that this chapter is finally over? or at least for the time being. thinking bout it like everyday for the past year is not easy at all.

but.. why do i have the regreting feelings right now? no no no no....

But whatever it is.. i really want to say thank you. = )

time to stop thinking about it. focus on your studies.. another 2 weeks..!

I see you turning back at 1:31 AM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

he is my campus superstar!!! so CUTEEE!!! tell u guys something u all dont jealous k? hehez.. he stays in my condo!!! whhaa!!! but i've not see him around b4.. but both sis and bro say he look familar.. oh well.. he is so cute!! and sing so well!! wha.. faint faint!

this is the other contestant.. the final 2.. wha!! she very pretty!! my brother like her very much lo.. wanna go chase her.. -_-''... as if he even know her...

and the stupid thing is...my brother voting for her and im voting for zhiyang.. lame hor? might as well.. we both dun vote.. cancel off each other votes.. lame!

writing this post while watching campus superstar.. so...

i wonder who will win... but before i end this post.. i must show the superstar that i actually like but got kicked out.. haiz!

so cute also hor.. hehe...

tata~~ thats all!!

damn!! zhiyang lose the voting to teresa!!! how can!!! ahhhhhh... nooo.... i must help zhiyang!!!! voting time~~

I see you turning back at 10:14 PM