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Thursday, September 29, 2005

the topic today:Smoking!!
yesh! its back to this topic again...
something puzzle me:
i have frens who smoke... there are those who even smoke infront of me... but.... these ppl dun have the smokey smell.. or whatever u call it..

but then... there are frens.. who dun smoke infront of me.. but they smell like chimney!!

does this have anything to do with the brand of the cigrette? (dunno how to spell)... hahaz.. or is it how they smoke or wat?! hmm~~ weird!!
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praise by my club president today! wahha.. happy! sian diao.. y am i such a proud person.. whaha... okok.. dun crap le
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startin to really like uni life... sort of the relax.. but also got things to do kinda life.. ah! dun wanna it to end so soon... onli 2 more years... shit! im thinkin to far.. wahha... byebyee..

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

hAppY haPPY!!
did surprising well for my fm quiz 2daY!... yeaH!! guess how much out of teN!?! hehe.... 10!! full marks!! hahaz.. n its a surprise quiz lO!!! i went in abit late n realise got test.. but yeaH! im so happY! hahz... haven got full marks for a test since.... sec sch?? hahaz.. so proud of myself..!! but then again.. its coz its on a topic i like... capital budgeting..!~

2 more presentation for the week~ OB 2molo and stats on fri... thn im almost done and can start preparing for exam le... almost--> bcoz still got stupid 114 tat is onli worth 2 AUs and OB write up.

oh yah! another thing to b proud of... presentation grade for AA101... A- ! hehez.. tats for presentation.. but i think the report itself should b quite badly done.. from the tone of my tutor.. nvm! jia yoU!

so far... fail a fm quiz (tutor say can take one lousiest result out from the total no. of quiz..yeah!) ... full marks for another... 7.5/10 for AA101 quiz.. A- for AA101 presentation and stats ... jia you jia you jia you!!!

okok... sorry for boring u all with all the sch stuff! but sometimes i believe writing something out will motivate one further! yeah! so excuse me.. thank u..
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hahaz.. tr~ ur blog.. is damn.... funni?! hahaz.. i think guys read le all scare of u le lah!.. relax gal! sometimes we juz gotta understand this... " gals are juz too perfect~ " hahhaz.. oops! sound so.. dotz...

so sorry to my roomie~ haven been in hall since last week.. haha.. coz mama v kind always say can send me to sch in morning.. so can slp in the comfort of my bed.. hahaz.. and of coz.. the numerous projects.. makes me wanna b @ home... working on 2 computer at a time is indeed faster! hahaz..

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会有那么一天--JJ

一九四三世界大战阿嬷年轻的时候爷爷爱他那么多他们感情很深但是爷爷身负重任就在离乡的那夜给了阿嬷一个吻轻声说到我要离去别再哭泣不要伤心请你相信我要等待我的爱陪你永不离开因为会有那么一天我们牵著手在草原听鸟儿歌唱的声音听我说声我爱你夕阳西下鸟儿回家阿嬷躺在病床上呼吸有一点散漫眼神却很温柔看著爷爷湿透的眼握著他粗糙的手阿嬷的泪水开始流轻声说道

a old song... but love it!! its so nice!!!

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

mayb... mayb im not as strong as i made myself out to be... mayb...

mayb its time for me to learn to share my burden........ mayb

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

bought myself a new top and wallet 2daY!.. hehez.. okok.. lets start with the beginning...

meet bennett @ JE and went to bugis.. he gotta buy a new shirt for his presentation on wed while i need to do some shoppin to make myself happier.. hahaz.. so we 2 west-erner meet up and went over... n val.. from the east meet us there...

and im amazed he didnt complain.. (okay i bet he is complaining in his heart) when we walk for quite far a distance... and i went to try some clothes hehez.. oh yah! addidas got a v nice jacket @ bugis street!! arG! i wanna buy leh!!.. n its cheaper also.!! should i buy?? okkok... out of pt again.. yea..

had dinner and abit of gossiping~ which is good! hahaz.. coz gossip can make ppl closer~ i think.. haha.. but stupid bennett dun wanna tell us alot of secrets!! coz he say scare will da pao... arG! juz tell laH!...

went to watch jacky's hall production.... great production i must say.. 15 bucks~ definitely worth it.. althought i paid only 5? hahaz..

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the story of the production... hmm... its all bout love.. and it makes ppl wonder if love can juz b this simple? and naive... its alot of other factors as well... love is so fairytale... n d production story too~ is such a fairytale.. but yea.. we need to watch this kind of fairytale once in a while... to let ourselves feel this kinda magical feeling~~...

bcoz in real life... things are practical.. not so.... okok.. well.. this is so negative... shall not continue

but.. well.. do u guys believe in one true real love..........??
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bennett is hurrying me to finish this entry! arG! okok.. so.. must tell the topazian who nv go.. u all lugi! coz i seriously think this is a nice musical.. yeP!.. ciao~

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Friday, September 23, 2005

finally got my driving license le!! yeaH! hapPY~!! one more addition to d card collection.. realised since uni started.. keep having alot of cards!! student matric card, cashcard, topaz card and ocbc debit card... guess time for me to get a new wallet/purse!!

went bbdc for some ryders' club thingy.. feels interesting!! to talk to the management bout if they can lower d price for various stuff~ but well, i wasnt the one doing the talking~ hahaz.. alex was talkin to him all the while i juz sat there to listen... wahz.. 1st time see his bike also~ not bad!! looks good! but then i think the yellow one he show me in the picture is nicer! hahaz.. n then.. wahz.. i think tat guy.. dunno wat his name.. must b damn rich or wat.. drives a BMW lo.. we all took his car from sch...and of coz.. thanx for the ride home also... uni students are really damn rich or wat huh?!

oh yah! i got A- for my stats project!!! yeaH!! greaT~~ hahaz... so happY!... at least one good grade.. hhaa... bye n ja~

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having stats class now.. basically i dunno wat the SH** he is talkin about... forgotten everyting from jc alreadY! so angry with myself.. n worse thing is.. i've throw aways all the notes.. soB!!

anywayz.............................................................................. alallallaa... bye bye

oh yah! had a terrible dream bout someone last nite!! bad bad bad

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

drove my family car 2daY! haha.. yeaH! 1st time... but short distance only... of coz under the supervision of my mama.. but.. at least ..!! soon i'll b able to drive alone!!! hehez.. waiting for the arrival of tat day~!!

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anyway yesterday didnt turn out so bad in the end! hahaz.. was still having a sucky mood whn received a msg from weihao.. dinner with the hall 15-er~ so.. since no mood to do anything.. went down to find thM! had a fun chat.. grace clare weihao, weihao's cousin weiqi... thn went to lounge to "study".. hahaz.. but in the end end up gossiping and chatting.. which is.. great too!
hahaz..

thn 1030.. had out latern festival celebration.. went to hall 13 to play candles and latern.. oh! made my name using d candles with the help of weiliang..!!! shall upload the pic tomolo or wat (d cable is in hall n im at home!).. its fun also! hahaz.. and of coz.. went back to lounge to continue chatting.. haha.. till 1am!! n needa bath! hate to bath alone at tat kinda timing..

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was it yesterday or the day b4.. saw hanxu in access lab!! n i almost run to hug her lO! i miss her so much!! okok.. kua zhang.. wont run to hug her but i really see her v happy lO! did project halfway faster went over to say hi to her!! time for some gathering!!!
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hai~ scare i'll ta pao man.. lack of motivation to study~~!! arG! hate myself for tat... guess its d same kinda feeling tingren is having...

JIA YOU!!......... (hai.. alwys write le also nv jia you)...........

oh... n im starting to miss someone~~ hmm~~

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

a superly bad daY!
can u imagine!! im here now... juz finally able to find some time for my breakfast!! no.. its lunch... n no... i mean.. rather.. mayb a dinner already.. 420pm..

last nite.. 430am... suddenly woke up n remember i needa make a announcement for IIC... hahaz.. but haven downloaded d thing into tumbdrive and to read the instruction.. so in the middle of d nite.. 430 aM! i wake up to do all that...

went back slp.. thinking that everything will b okay...but in the morning. something crop up n i couldnt make it to sch.. so... i msg my partner and he is fine with making the annoucement alone.. good

so.. i went back to slp...

and agaIN!.. this time, i jump out of the bed.!! as in seriously!! im late for my 1230 presentation!!... took a cab and rush all the way to sch..

n proff said our presentation was abit off.. sian!

after class @ 230.. fm project... thn.. now.. its raining heavily!! arG!! arGG ARG!! bad bad day i must say... well.. hai~

is this wat is going to b like?? for the next 3 years...??!! oh NO!! haha

oh n shit! tats alot of ants in my hall room!! y y y !! yuckS!

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

bloomberG!
required to go bloomberg coz of IIC.. wow.. tat place is... woAH!! their "pantry" is like... a mini 7-11?? everything there is free!! the staff juz take chocolate or sweets or drinks.. watever there!! inspired to work there next time maN! its juz too cooL! but then again.. heard the stress level is really "cool" too.. haa.. n d starting pay is 3000 lo... is tat true?? i dunno... but then.. didnt learn much there... and i think.. really wasted a day.. hai~

2dAy!
bcoz wasted one whole friday.. i thought... mayb i should stay @ home today to finish all my stuff! but then its agnes bdae... being such a good fren me.. haha... went to her bdae party ... chinatown kster.. yahz... ( n i didnt know any of her frens k!) ... left @ seven.. n came home for my family's and parents frens' bbQ!

thanx again chanhowe for the ride! hahaz.. anyway while im typing this.. i can hear my mum's laughter downstair! its scarY! hahaz.. yahz.. they are still downstairs.. chit-chatting...

im amazed by my parents and their frens.. they know each other since pri scH!! .. okok.. i mean my dad's fren... n their frenship is still going strong till todaY!.. had lotsa fun juz now... chatting with my sis, her bf and of coz d ever crappy chanhowe! (yes! purposely write to let u see).. but sad thing is... our "children" grp.. the no. is really getting smaller and smaller!! hahaz.. almost nobody already...

last time in genting still always alot ppl one... well........

tired after eating... time to slp... hahazzzz

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

okay~ n i shall continue with last nite's post..

but.. 1stly~ wanna say ..........
HAPPY BDAE TO MY DEAREST BROTHER!!
17 years old liao!! oh well.. jia you for ur prelim and O's.... dun play so much le!!! = )

okok... n so... with the last nite's post... anyway.. this shall b a damn long post!! hehe... got lots to write about

3 great things tat happen yesT!...

1stlY!!.... i've pass my driving tesT! on my v 1st attempT! i am good right!! pro driver!! hehe.. okok.. shall not talk crap.. but.. yahz.. fine.. im auto car one!! so... im lousy... but i pass! hehe..

2ndly~~ got a ride home from chan howe! hahaz.. thanx thanx!! wahz.. if not i'll have to stay in hall last nite.. finish project bout 1130pm.. hahaz... so kind!! but yahz.. he was in hall 14 @ tat time also.. so... wahaha.. but anyway really thanX!! (ps: u should get me food too the next time! hehe.. oops! too demanding.. haha.. n kiddiNG!!)

shit.. i forget wats the 3rd great thing tat happen yest!! must b insignificant.. nvm...

anywayz~~handed in AA101 projecT! im so glad!! one project down... 3 more (OB, FM, 114) to go! jia yOU!..

talking bout projects.. wanna thanx normaN!! hehe.. knew him whn i was working in CS Chong.. wahz.. he v good lO! he is so called boss of longbeach seafood... n i requested for interview.. thn he okay with it lo! so good right!! .... considering the fact that i haven seen him since feb or march.. thanx!!
but.. i seriously think something is wrong with my OB project grp mates... they like all heck heck dun wan to do... wau laU! serious abit can or not... 20% is quite something!!ops.. dun mean to sound so... haiz....

n thank god i have no bf now.. hahz.. if not i really will kelian him... coz... hmm.. i think im quite rude to my family members.... how do i say this?? coz to strangers... no choice but to b frenly ( okay.. i know this is so two face!!) but to family members and close frens... u'll juz burst.. as in ... free to burst! so.... will bring all the unhappy things and shoot to thm... agree?? my sis was tellin me im quite rude to my mum.. okayz.. i agree.. but she always call at the wrong time and telling me stuff like... bought mooncake remmeber to eat?? hahz.. n esp at time when u r thinking or doing project... haiz.. think im really too rude.! sorry oH! will try to change.. ( but i think is impossible.. its the personality! haha)

and theN! i wanna complain bout the use of hP!.. hahz.. cant stand it when im out with ppl n they keep talking or sms-ing on the hp!! its rude!! and its irritating!! was out with sis juz now.. n she was talkin to a fren on the phone.. well since shes so rude! i can b so too! n so i took out my ipod! hahaz... dun care bout her.. i mean .. its juz damn irritating! if u wanna talk on phone.. go home n talk.. no need come out one... arG!

tata...wat a post.. so much opinions.. but bout the hp part!! seriouslY!! arG!

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okay~ juz changed the blogskin.. how does it look? well anyway.. this is only for temporary usage! will change again in the near future... (this skin is too cute for me!!)

okay.. anywaY! 3 greats things happen at in one day.... n wat are the 3 great things?? hehe... shall continue 2molo.. coz im tired and its time for me to slp already.. haha

sorry im gettin boliao all! nite nite

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

well.... gonna add in another stupid thing tat i did... starting to realise this blog is all about the stupid stuff i did!! n... there sure is alot of stupid stuff!!

2day is my driving test!! n so... i book a practice session yesterday!... yesterday is tuesday... but... i thought it was mondaY!! arG!! n so... after the whole IIC thingy.. i went back to hall... playing com, then watching my boyfren's movie, pride..

then... got a msg from BBDC.. "u've missed a practice session"! thn i realise i got driving yesT! but the time was not over yet.. so i called bbdc n ask if i go down now can i still practice.. she say yes... n so i called for a cab!!

but..... i dunno where hall 15 is... nanyang ave or nanyang drive or nanyang cresent (okay.. now i know is cresent) n the operator was super irritating keep asking me.. i shouted at him in the phone..( okay.. now im sorrY!)...

but the main pt is... by the time i reach bbdc... (n d cab fare is 10 bucks!) left only bout.... 50 mins to practice?? the whole session is 100 mins..

arG! super irritated by myself!! going down to bbdc when thats no lesson... thn not going when there is... wat is wrong with me!! and also.... something is wrong with the sch floor... coz it seems like i keep falling down! haha...

IRRITATED IRRITATED...

oh .. btw.. my AA101 project sure is expensive too!! meetin almost everyday to do... till late at nite.. n needa take cab home!!... last nite was 15 bucks! arG! at this rate will go broke soon

oh yah! got all the pictures i took @ hollywood secrets

but realise not v nice.. haha.. okok.. i know.. is coz my face not nice! haha.. nvm... i accept it!! eee~~

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

tired tired... was waking up the whole of last nite.. stomachache~ hai~ was it the yummy food i had last nite?! guess i ate too much.. hahaz.. the place is call changing appetite. n there's juz so many different kind of food there! me n mf wanted to have waffle one... but.. haha.. guess we were juz too full le!...

went to watch the maid.. finally.. hahaz... after the 7th mth le .. thn dare go watcH! its.... sCARY!! i think for almost half of the show.. i was either closing my eyes or looking at the floor.. the sound is juz scary enuff!

reach home n did wat i didnt wan to do.. project... i volunteer to find a company without stock option.. imagine.. tryin to search for a company n lookin at their annual report... when i finally finish everythin.. it was 3am alreadY!!hmm.. still got project discussion tonite... 8pm.. orchard~ my pathetic life.... " always look on the bright side of life... tolo..tolo tolo tolo... always look on the bright side of life~"hahaa...

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hm~ haven blog bout fri!
went to ryder's club meeting.. oh ya! btw.. i dun like emay's fren! i think she got abit of attitude problem... we were @ the meeting.. okay... it was a normal powerpoint presentation.. n she said out loud.. "wah.. y no flash?" and yahz..being karen .. i was like.. sian half.. n said to her.. then y didnt u volunteer to do the thing thn... oh yah! n plz.. she is one of the main com and also web mistress.. so... if u think u can do a better job... do it.. dun comment on other ppl's hard work!!

oh yaH! n when she was in our room.. n emay was thinkin wat clothes to bring home for the holiday.. she was like saying.. u mean these are all ur clothes... my clothes can fill 2 cupboard.. but thn... woa.. man.. take a look at ur own dressing lahz... i think u got alot of clothes .. yah! but is it all the camp tshirt etc plus together?? hahaz... emay got real nice going out clothes leh.. not those.. ehh..... yahz.. juz wanna say... sometimes is the quality not the quantity.. haha..

oops.. sound so bitchy n eviL! but i dun care lahz.. hahaa

thn went marina for steamboat with topaz.. quite a hugh bunch of peep! n hahaz.. i didnt pay.. hehe.. coz i was late n i think the aunti didnt realise got new addition... i tihnk quite a few of us didnt pay.. hehe... bad bad us... but... lalaa...

tired.. time to slp while waiting for agnes to come my houseee~~~~

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Friday, September 09, 2005

late late late!! late for class 2daY! hahaz.. n its not lecture.. its a tutorial... n i was late for............... half an hour!! hahaz.. so paiseh...!! n no.. im usually early... today im late coz... i was reading someone's blog... n it got me thinking... n i think n think n think... n i must say i totally do not agree with wat he say!! hahaz... but whatever the case... yahz... juz wanna say

Its not such a DARK WORLD out THERE!!! mayb~ in my opinion only anyway~~ or mayb im too protected to see wat i couldnt see?? but i do not think so... hmm... or mayb... u juz have not find trustable ppl who'll help u not for some benefits?!... mayb... mayb... mayb... but watever it is... open ur heart n i bet u definately see that the world is actually beautiful! i dunno... but.. yesH! at least tats wat i think!! hmm... sound abit too unrealistic.. okay.. but yesh.. its not beautiful like rainbow... but.. well.. at least u know u urself are not the 2 face ppl n u r satisfied with wat u urself are doing... y bother about others! smile! n b happY

well.. anyway meet andy today at town!.. yesh.. actually its a andy me siewmin quan outing.. but.. sm thought its 2molO! arG! n quan.. hai~ another quarrel with gf.. so left me n andy! but still!! 2 bestest fren together wont feel sian one!! hehe.. we chatted n chatted.. canot stop talking ahz.. hahaz.. talk from town all d way home still canot stop! n yesh.. bestest fren! trustable freN! =)

i feel lucky sometime!! i think i've got the best ppl as my buddies!! ppl who never fail me.. n im sure i can always count on! thanx my dearest all darlingSssS!!

and yesh~ last time i was complaining bout uni life.. now im starting to like it le!! n of coz.. this must b partly thanx to brendan n weihao...the 2 joker at my hall.. n ya! brendan wan me to announce in my blog that he n weihao got scandal!!! yesH! n ... hehe.. they are always in each other's room in the hall... i wonder wat are they doing!! hahaz.. (okay... d room part i made thm up) hahaz...

tata~~ recess week is coming... = ) !!! hehee... but i got 3 projects =( .... but after the projects... =) agaiN! hahaa... childisH!

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

= ( sad.. scored a disappointing 2 for my fm quiz... 2 0ut of 8.. arG!! karen ang! plz wake up! no more holiday mood le laH!! must jIA YOU JIa You!!... arG!! wonder how much i get for my AA101 manz.. hope its not too lousy.. serve as a wake up call for me... but.. well well anyway!! lets blog bout yesT!

yest.... wat happen ahz... ehz... nothing much but yest im in such a good mood!! yesH!.. woke up in d morning from a nice n sweet dream... wat is d dream about?! hehe.. not going to type out here.. but anywayz... makes my day = ) alreadY! hehe... so basically... bcoz of the dream i think yest is a fabulous day... haha.. lame me~

getting to know more of my hall peep already.. hehe... mostly all the gals on my floor~ good good!! hehe... n partly tats y i was in their room chatting for awhile... in my room chatting with emay for awhile...n awhile plus awhile= alot of while... n me ended up unprepared for the stupid quiz this morning! hMMP!

haha.. this reminds me of ting ren reminding me that spending a little everytime will add up to alot n thats basically y im broke every mth! hahaz

but thn again.. i was telling emay d other day... uni life is abit boring... its always revolving around sch stuff ( bout sch work, projects, activities and outing etc... with the same routine everyweeK!) and... its so uninterestin to anyone else who is reading the blog! it makes me dun wanna blog as much anymore.. haiz~ inject some interesting thing into my life plz!! thanK U!!

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Saturday, September 03, 2005

shocked beyond believe.. this morning's newsaper of the flood in New Orleans. haven been reading newspaper for a few days now.. i know there's a flood.. but.. i didnt expect it to be like that... the whole neighbourhoods were submerged! and there was even sighting of shark.. and the worst thing is ... it seems like the america president is not doing much to help! or rather, too slow in his decision making... many are already dead... and this is not the kind of thing u'll expect of america.!

sadden me to see this state of america.. hope everything will be fine for them soon!.. have u all ever wonder~ y are we still enjoying life, or doing useless things when people are fighting for their lifes someplace else.. i remember when i was in jc, and d iraq thing was going on... i used to wonder y are we still doing useless things like... studying.... as if its the top most impt thing of our life! when halfway across the globe ( mayb not even halfway, juz a few hours away) there are people fighting for their life, pleading for food and water...... y is it so unfair to thm?

and then, i start to realise... that's precisely y we should cherish our lives. and making the best out of whatever situations we are in. the people in new orleans are not juz going to give up hope juz like that! they will fight hard for their surival! and althought we might not b in similar situation as thm.. but we can learn.. we should always keep our hopes alive! in whatever "dying" situation we think we are in... coz our situations definitely wouldn't b worse than theirs.

hahaz.. and now i start to wonder y this entry is so gp.. hahaz.. but well... make the best of every situation! be cheerful! be happy! be optimistic! and more often than not, the outcome would not come out as bad as one may think!

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Friday, September 02, 2005

wrote something bout Jue Dui superstar last nite(but didnt post)... was not happy with the result.. but i know myself... either way i wouldn't b satisfied! kelly should win coz i really think she did alot better than weilain last nite.. but i must agree, alot of segment of the show was unfair to weilian ! well... he is blind.. that's unfair already...! so.. shan't comment too much too..

hey peep! esp d ntu ppl.. guess some of u also had the MBTI test right? wat's ur personality type?! mine is ESFJ.. hahaz... n funny thing is.. i have a project mate who got d total opposite of mine!! INTP~ wow..!!
E-Extrovert vs I-introvert
S-sensing vs N-intuting
F-feeling vs T-thinking
J-judging vs P- perceiving

the show "pride" is going to start showing on tv!! best show ever!! everyone must watch..!!! staring takuya kimura!!!..... ice hockey~~ wow.... so cool lo!! i wan to learn i wan to learn...

but... hai~~

and lastly... wanna say someting interesting!! most of the time d sat prata gathering is organised by me n xu.. thn we'll write in the msg " guys lets meet!! miss ya all" kinda thing... hahaz.. 2day anton v cute lo!! he in msn whn i tell him 2molo meeting for supper he say okaY! then he say miss ya all..! wahz.. now our guys are starting to be like us leh!! say miss each other~ so nice!! wonder how shir is @ canada now... should b having lots n lots of fun!! heez..

3 projects : OB, FM, AA101
2 quIZ: AA101, FM
dying: karen ang...
dead: karen ang...

am i dao?! dead.. someone say i dao again... im not dao lo! but u dun expect me to go around saying hi to everyone everytime i see u all .. actuallly i do.. but that is when im sure u will say hi back... normally am juz scare that later i say hi but u dun say hi back thn i'll look really stupid! okok.. its my thinking.. decided to b more not dao n say hi to every everyone liao.. n act crazy.. duH!

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