Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Depressed...
Had a really nice long supper and chat with the other 3 exchange buddies last night.. It was chocolate cake and ice cream and chatting all the wayyy...
This is what I forsee 1st week back in Singapore will be like:
20th evening- Landed... go for dinner.. feel like slping... V hot weather.. Print notes for NTU class... Slp
21st- 830am class in the morning... frustrated with not understanding anything the tutor is talking about... very warm weather!!!...finish lesson in the evenin.. back home... tired, jet lag, slp
22nd- Interview with Deloitte at 930am.. blur during interview... very hot weather... frustrated
23rd and 24th will be back in class again.. frustrated with what the hell is going on... frustrated with the numerous projects... angry at what I need to do all those stuff when i can be happily watching crunchyroll in UK.... warm and hot weather makes me have bad temper
25th- No class... rest at home.. Start to pack my stuff out of bag... and start missing London
and probably all these while... mum will be askng you to pack ur bag and gotta buy textbook for sch and gotta read alll those notes.. and gotta catch up with frens.. too many things... too little time!!!
yea... How depressing right.. that made me really dont wanna go back to Singapore.. Anli was like saying.. Will we get depression due to this?? haha.. Imagine one getting depression after an exchange program... haha
BUT! Life in London is really too good to be true! 3 day of class with onli 1 hr lesson each session.. probably in sch for 4 hrs per day. Coursework can be done easily... and we still achieve a relatively good result!! ( except for one stupid module of coz)... Every night is crunchyroll... movies and drama... and crapping with housemate. And every week or 2, there will be travelling to somewhere.. holidaying for the whole of 4 months.... Life has been too good... I will be wondering why I get myself back to Singapore to suffer... ( I mean.. seriously, if i get a degree here, I can get a job here with the more recognised degree and get better paid... why back to Singapore where I have to suffer but not get a equivalent good job with good pay?!) If I'm a 1st year student on exchange here... I would glady transfer myself here.. haha..
So!
What I wanna say is.. I'm so going to miss London!
I hope to come back in one year time! and those housemates of mine will still be studying here! and we coming back to visit them! so cool rihgt!!... we also thought of how.. if we all can meet up in KL.. that would be interesting!
then there's the issue of grad trip where we all dont know where we shld go... Definitely hope to go with my dearest tutorial grp peep!! who almost lie to me that they PS me and nv let me be in the same grp as them! Love that grp of frens! always so nice and fun to be around with...
ahhhh... I dont even know what I'm typing anymore
But.... Can I not leave London??
I see you turning back at 7:51 PM
