You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. (This is super true!! I'm just super reliant on ppl! haha..)It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.
You like the better things in life. You are sensuous and emotional. You are a follower of the Arts and you seek an environment that will give you the fulfilment to the senses that you need.
Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. ( this is super correct also!! haix.. I hate PA!!)You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. ( yes! there's nothing i can do about PA.. ! )Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others.( wow! cool! i think i mention this in my blog b4. I hate to by alone!)You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE! (if only i'm given a choice~) ********************************************************************************** well! I think work cant let me be who i am so i hate work! boo! I like outings! and outings and outing!! I wanna meet JC + Topaz + tutorial mates + sec sch fren everyday! I dun wanna work! PA makes me v scare of what will happen a year from now.. =((
On the bright side! Its friday tomolO! and i'll get to meet topaz peeps again! *beam* night!
