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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

2nd blog of the daY!

after tonight! i'm going to gai gou zhi xin le! yeaH!!! = )

gai to what??
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1) to always finish my tutorials! and go all lectures! ( yesh.. its similar to new year resolution but.. it wasn't working! so i gotta set it again!!)

2) shen dian qian.. dun spend so much!!!!

The 2 most impt resolution! yeAH!!!

Today went to friends house for bai nian.
hanxu-->pamela-->ronald-->weehung-->me!

preparing to lao yu sheng!

our yu sheng!!

xu, me and pam!!

i look like im slouching lo... aiya! i thought need to bend down for them behind!! arG!... yep!.. that's what left of us... so kelian.. 6... and is after pam rejoin our group today.. 2 overseas.. and the rest... they gotta protect the country! haha...

yeaH!! we are planning to go back to pjc this thurs! as students! will we be able to?? heheee..

I see you turning back at 10:40 PM

I'm supposed to go bai nian at my jiu jiu house. But i'm seriously too tired to go!

Highlight of day 2:
We went to 3 jiu house to...... to..... sing agaiN! His KTV room is damn big!!!!

This is only the front part of the room. There's still a bar by the side.. The whole room is like my living room plus dining area!

Every year, the adults will occupy this room.. this year! finally! invaded by us! whahha..

catalogue of songs... alot alot alot... but jay's one only got 4... aiya!

the bar... got alot of wine and etc inside..

my cousin..... very -_-''

cousin: wan to drink or not?

me: crazy, 3 jiu never say we can drink le

3 jiu: u all wan? i open one for u all. red or white wine?

cousin: hehehee...

and we all get to drink le!! whahahaa.... oops... hehe...

its fun! hehe.. except that all my little cousins get tired quite quickly! well, i think they sing too much last last night..

The main point here is not to look at the cars... is to look at the carplate no. !! 9388, 9688, 7788, 9988. still got other jiu jiu cars i didnt get to take.. haha... yea!! my mama side of the family is so dotzzzz haha... yep. 9688 is my family one... so cute right!! can easily reg each other on the road!

my cousin's musical... that's him! yep.. who wanna watch can ask me to book tix for u all.. hehe.. we are going to watch...i think this sat or this fri! yep!... = )

Sebastian Tan!

and yep!

finally, went to watch geisha!... topaz outing turn out to be a programmer outing lor... boo.. haha.. but i think is us who are lousy! the only ones haven watch geisha.. hahha...

went to westmall to watch ( i choose the location! haha). me, weihao and bennett. wow.. can u believe it?! the cinema Q is damn long!!! @ westmall?? so weird right??

well.. the show is nice~ but that's a aunti keep talking and yawning.. haha.. i think that amuse weihao and bennett .. hah.. coz they laugh everytime the aunti yawn...

reached home at 12 plus am... = )

its time to go my frens house bainian le! 1st stop! hanxu house!! yea!! bye all!

I see you turning back at 12:13 PM

Monday, January 30, 2006

This new year has been interesting so far!!

1st up! Chinese New Year Eve.
Reunion dinner at ah ma house... and yesh... my father side of the family is really BIG familY!!!

The interesting thing this year is... we had... steamboat and BBQ!!!

wha.. where got reunion dinner so feng fu one!

and of coz.. being in such a big family... u cant expect us to only have one steamboat right...

yes! that's another table behind!! hehez...

and i must say the chicken wing my cousins bbq is really yUMMY! = )

oh yah.. new addition on the walls...

the whole father side family!! so nice right~~ the one in the middle is my ah ma!! pretty right?? cant see clearly??

hehe... yep... and that probably explains y all the grandsons and grand daughter is so yandao and pretty one lo!!

oh yah! i think the tall genes come from there also.. coz.. my cousin's son.. who is only k2 this year.. is so tall.. he went to see the doc and the doc is say he can be easily be mistaken as a pri 2 kid!! wha... = )

chu yi... 1st day of Chinese New Year

(jie jie , me and didi)

this year the whole timing is abit off man! we went to all the places later than usual!! and another fun thing!!! =) This year my mama's side .. all the cousins went to sing kbox together!! so fun !! 1st time having a cousin outing with them!.. well... the youngest is already in sec 1 already! finally! hehez.. sing till 2am.. (thus blogging now! haha... waiting for hair to dry)

oh yah! dunno y this year... alot of ppl call me kai hong!!! dUH!.... my sis is kailing.. my bro is jia hong.. me being in the middle doesn't make me kai hong!!!! whatever.. haha

well.. looking forward to 2molo!! hope its gonna be fun like today!

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Saturday, January 28, 2006

artistic us... went to

isnt this pic cute?? haha.. 4 kids pee-ing.. cute..

this pic is nice.. very.. real... nice nice...
dont know if im allowed to post these pics ... so... mayb i'll just say where i get them from? eh.. paragon.. top floor.. the art gallery.. NICE!!

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went to watch I Not Stupid 2 after dinner.. ( dont ask me y i pay $9.50 for this local production, coz..yea.. this is the only show with a nice time slot, and everyone haven watch yet..)

no doubt, the storyline is touching and etc, but... i dont agree and like the storyline much...

how did the story end??

both father meeting with some sort of bad thing..

1) the 1st father die... diao-_-''

2) the 2nd father have to sacrifice his pride and kneel down infront of the publiC?

and sometimes.. i think you just have to realise and agree that, alot of kids have alot of attention from the parents, but they just choose to walk that path bcoz its suppose to be "cool". (well, read tingren's blog, she used to wan to be a ah lian.. and i think her parents also seem like the caring kind, from my understanding.. luckily she's sensible... ting ren dun mind me using u as eg right?heez) so..

what will all these kids think after they watch this movie?? if they are not sensible?? ..." my parents have to say sorry for me turning out to be like that?" "they have to be responsible if im not successful.. coz they didnt show enuff care.." oh plz.. i just cant bear the thoughts.. maybe i've seen alot of these cases.. oh well..

i dont like this part... where all the blames are push to the parents!!

(paiseh... lazy to cut his face out.. and cannot right click copy! dUH!.. so print screen) i like this guy!

on the other hand, wow! that 2 guys now damn shuai le! cool cool! they are cute.. but heard from xu's sis.. who is in the same sch as one of the guy.. he damn dao la.. but.. yea.. they are shuai.. so they can be dao..

and i like that boy who play the 8 year old kid.. he so cute.. like wat xin they all say.. his face when he blur.. hah.. adorable..

okay! time to prepare for reunion dinner!! cya all

HAVE A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!!!!

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JC reunion dinner last night

location: taka crystal jade
ppl: 7- hung xin ron jc huat me xu and 1- chenghui came late
conclusion: NICE! = )
(too bad ton not here!! haix!)

well... before the dinner... me and xu meet 1st.. to chat, walk and basically rot!!!

and we got "cheated"... on the eve eve of CNY!!! y? --> we were wallking past the ba gua shop.. and my mouth feel "itchy" again.

me: xu, wan to buy ba gua and eat?
xu: anything lo
me: dunno if they got sell one slice one or not huh
xu : i think have la.. go and ask

and.. i thought... one slice would cost like at most $1.50... guess what!!

ba gua aunti: $6.70
me(softly) : what! shit! damn ex!!

and we reluctantly pay.. one slice is like $3 PLUS LO!! where got ba gua so ex one!! (actually got la)...

(i dont know how i managed to smile and eat that slice of ba gua!)

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next up.. feeling bored... we went to

haha... to reminisce on the times when... buying a toy is not considere childish! haha...

the flowers in the flowers...

we came to this section....

hanxu got a ponny........ and refused to let go!! hahahaaaa....

the angel's wand ... my wand!

haha.... fun~~

i like to play with this kinda toys when im still a kid.. mayb that explains y... i love eating now..!!

interesting toY! it reads... " WEI XIN SUCKS!".. haha... nice nice...

I'm such a tall kid!!!hehez... little aeroplane trolley...

now... lets see what does the boys play....

what? is this of any fun?? -_-''

looks real right?!

conclusion drawn: guys like to deceive themselves.

nice car!! toy one.. looks real huh~ hehe...

and that's the end of the adventure @ toy'R'us ...... part 2 coming up!

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Friday, January 27, 2006

changed my blogskin coz...

i have the same one as someone i know... not very good...

the changed blogskin... im still not satisfied... will be doing more changes to it...

but till then... plz bear with this one!! = )

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Thursday, January 26, 2006

i thought it would be interesting to share with u all some of the "knowledge" i learn last night...
Investment Interactive nite..

speaker: i forget who already...
topic: retirement planning (long term investment) & estate planning

1) Retirement Planning..
The Boring Part...
we should start planning when we start working.. so we have a longer time to achieve the amount of $$ we require to sustain the lifestyle we are currently having... or to have a better kind of lifestyle... We must stick to the plan!!

The Interesting Part--> to the gals!!!
next time~ when you 1st get married.. go ask your husband to do this financial planning thing..

Reason: Bcoz you juz got married.. ur husband wont have the thoughts of having a mistress YET.. but then.. we know.. guys are guys right? so.. with this financial planning.. he wont be planning the expense of mistress inside!!! haha.. so... he will stick to the "plan" and not have excessive spending!!! <------ isn't this a good idea to prevent guys having mistress?! ( yesh.. i know i am smart)... but if you think its mafan... i would suggest that you just get a financial planner as your husband! (which i dun think is a very good idea also.. coz if u ask for a diamond.. he'll go --> its not in my plan! )

2) Estate planning
erm.. in case u guys think estate planning is planning on investment on houses etc.. ITS NOT!!! haha... its planning for your dying!! (OMG!!)... something like making a will and pass ur $$ to the next generation kinda thing..

so.. i ask...

what if someone who is alone dies?? --> no children, and father mother all pass away already..

weihao's theory-->
in the will, tell the lawyer to buy all those things .. paper house, cars etc and burn it to u.. and to b fair, 50% goes to u and the other 50% share among ur parents (wau lauz.. die already still need to think so much??!!) and.. the funny thing is.......... if u are worth alot alot of money.. the lawyer will burn till he siao!

can anyone be any crapper than weihao??!! -_-''

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well, last night entry, i promise not to skip lecture etc.. but.. here i am.. typing this coz.. i juz skip a lecture again! haha... okok.. gai guo zi xin after chinese new year! i will!

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

I think if they have a award to give to the most studious gal in NTU.. that'll be ME!!

been reaching school everyday @ 830am... and reaching home after 10pm!! omg... but yesH! that's right.. but the whole problem is... i've been skippin tutorials... lectures... seminar.... so.. why do i still go to school then??

-------->>>> CCAs!!! and alot...and its all the non academic stuff that im staying for!!! bad bad bad...

promise to myself---> stop being a liability to my grp members and get some tutorial done!!!

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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

nice nice?? cool cool??

photoshoot outside nanyang audi this afternoon..
for lian he zao bao fu kan.. hehe.. interesting huh...

rare sight to see so many bikes!!

actually from the position i took.. u cant see .. there's actually another two lines of bikes! nice! = )

late for class due to this... late for one hour!! woa..!! bad bad

tonight is topaz reunion dinner also..
Steamboat @ canteen A

our small little steamboat.. there's 3 steamboat actually... but i juz took pic of our side.. haha..

yea.. the table behind is ours also... haha...

well.. conversation exchanged during the dinner...

bcoz tun drop something on the floor, he was bending down and see..

guys: wha, tun.. wat u looking at? ( trying to say look @ gals or wat i think )
jacky: nvm.. karen very kai fang one ( im sitting beside tun btw)
me: huh? y ?
jacky: u remember the thing u told me b4?
me: what thing?
jacky: the underwear one...

okayz.. so this leads back to a conversation i had with him a few months back... while walking back hall after IIC I-nite

jacky: y gals like to wear skirt?
me: cooler mahz.. easier to wear skirt also..
jacky: bu pa zhao geng mehz?
me: wont one lah... anyways.. if zhao geng also got underwear what.. that's what the underwear is for right?

(conversation is along the line.. i cant remember the exact words)

yesh... that's the whole conversation..... but... just becoz of what i think... im called very "kai fang"... which i think have a negative connotation to it.. is not very nice!

because... isnt that what underwear is for?? to protect urself from being seen by others.. and i think the idea of "zhao geng" come from pervert guys...!!! if they like to see underwear so much.. they can juz go to the halls... and look up! and see all the bras and panties being hang out to dry..!

but whatever.. if wearing a skirt is called kai fang.. then i think.. i'll be wearing pants from now on! ( but then bcoz i dun think wearing skirts is regarded as kai fang so i'll continue wearing skirts)

then... all those gals at the beach is call kai fang coz they wear bikinis??

i juz dun feel too shuang being called "kai fang" coz im not... it sounds like prostitute to me.. BU SHUANG!!!

......................................... but.. i think.. he is juz joking... or in the sense.. dun feel so strongly bout that word... nvm.. whatever...

hahaz.. i think im juz too sensitive.... having moody day no. 2
bad... hope this moody feeling will go away soon...

i know it will.. coz!! fri is coming!! and we're having JC reunion dinner!!! yeaH! cant wait = )

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Monday, January 23, 2006

I AM FEELING SO BORED!!!!!!

for no reasons... I have alot to do.. but no mood at all!! Its those feeling like.. You just want to grab someone to cry together with.. for no reasons!! hahaz... maybe.. too long never cry already? haha.. that's lame.. nvm...

Just feeling soooo sooo soo sooooooooooooooo sian!!... i want to watch movie! actually.. is to just go out... but with familar ppl..

-->1) the nail of my little toe drop off last night.. crap huh?

pic from hanxiang bdae last fri..

( ps: dun ask y all guys k.. my jc class have no gals one.. limited!! so .. yea...)

its the usual gang...~~~

i like yang chen ling.. li xiang qin ren! damn nice!!! = ) smile!!

.... and again.. i dunno wat this entry is about...

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

I am good! i did not on the computer at all yesterdaY!! yeahhh~~~....

1st up! --> ANTON
he is so going to walk from changi back home one day!! haha... and on v-day... he'll...... hahha... dun make him paiseh here ah.. but it involves eh hem! and her whole family.. hahah!!!

well.. ever since genting trip.. we haven go to k at all!! boo!! (genting is too good le.. spore can compare! haix) but... but... last night~~~ last min... we went to to kbox!!! yeAH!! and sing till 3am... oops!!! chenghui and xu look so tired!!

before that.. had papa's company's dinner... omg .. my hair look messy! but watever~~

bcoz my econs is so cui ( anyone waNNA help me!!!!!).. and i cant keep up anymore.. i had wanted to stay at home today.. sunday ...to do some catching up.. b4 2molo's tutorial class.... but~~ but~~~

well~ went shopping with agnes! haha... @ bugis.. guess who i saw there? weixin! duH~~ hahaz... he's shopping also.. wau lau.. fri see him, sat see him, even sun see him!!! ghosT!!!! hehez.. kidding kidding..

new year clothes.. should be almost done le.. but.. mayb i can get another top and bottom.. and some accessories... and shoes.. then.. should be done!!!

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Saturday, January 21, 2006

HaPpY 21st bIrThDaY

HaNxiAnG!!!!!

highlight of my day today.. hanxiang's bdae!! went to her birthday party at Cdans chalet..

Criteria to attend her party: No birthday present.. if not she'll be angry she say...

so.. the whole group of us decided to be the ones in charge of her decoration etc..!!! (btw.. we still bought flowers in the end.. presented by anton! hahaha)... hanxu came up with a theme.. and got everyone to wear green/white.. looks good! hehez.. quite cute!! and im amazed! everyone follow the instruction...!!

well gal!!! U R SOOOOOO THEREEEEEE~~ (anton's next! haha)....

crappiest gal i've ever met... giving good advices~~ so sweet! well.. though i always tease u.. u r really great!!! = )

oh yah! she's so nice also.. she made something for everyone.. and it represent what they are to her.. like.. there's Miss supporting fren .. Mr oral C. etc.. cute!!! and its a good laugh to hear her talk bout her frens..

I'm miss D-I-H... do it herself.. haha.. reason? mayb im independent!! whah... bennett is going to laugh when he see this..

well... attending ppl's 21st bdae juz made me so look forward to my own! hehe.. = )

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

tata~~ my parents juz got the new car today!!! nice nice?? ( actually.. seems like no difference from the previous one right! hah.. but juz say nice to entertain them)

yea! why did they spend money to buy another caR that looks like the previous one?! haha.. bcoz the old one is already 5 year old and had depreciated to the pt.. buying a new one would be a far better choice! ( the carplate is being retained.. same 9688.. )

okay! the nice feature of this car.. it has global positioning system(GPS)!! this is so cool right!!

so suitable for a "lu chi" like me!! you can juz key in where u wanna go .. and it will go " turn right" "turn left" for u!! so nice right!!! cool cool!!

guess what's this? place behind at the rear mirror...

this is another cool feature!!! it measures how close u are to the car/wall behind!! so cool right!!!!! so suitable for me also!!! haha...

but then.. the thing is.. i dun think i'll ever get to drive this car.. unless of coz.. after a year or 2.. haha!! in the mean time... mayb i can find some time to practice on this car.. the abandon one.. so kelian in the carpark today whole day..

went to sao to try to apply for hall.. seems like i need to try another way.. sian.. hmm...

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Have you guys ever take an hour out of your busy schedule to go for a walk in the night? with the cool air, your favourite songs playing from the ipod, just breathing in the fresh air and walk without thinking of anything that is bothering you??

That's what i just did.. and it feels good! ( unplanned though.. wanted to go gym but its full so went to jog outside.. but the jog soon turn into walk.. haha)

i remember one of the conversation i had with a gal a few days back.. She was trying to psycho me to go into those SLM, MLM thingy..!! " why do you want to waste your youth going to Kbox, drinking coffee with frens everyday?" "why not spend all these time to earn some money?!" For awhile, i really think it made sense.. but.. (linking back to the walk).. as im walking and thinking of stuff.. i think.. its really not the money.. its the joy from all the Kbox and coffee drinking with friends!!!

I also realise we always only remember the happy stuff!! I tried to think of some good friends i had in the past and had lost contact.. i tried to think of any quarrels but nothing came out!! i tried thinking of past relationships and wonder why the breaking?? and i also realise.. i almost forget the reason already.. cant remember most of the quarrels that happen.. but rather happy times together!! Interesting how our mind.. ( or rather my mind and i believe many others) will only remember the happy things! its good actually!!! = )

tata.. 03S21 family...

additional poem added by Xin.. oh yah! the pics is by him also...

xin say this is me!!!

bennett made another and say this is me..

but... both also dun look like!!! You 2 are lousy!! hahaa...

kidding kidding...

A pic i took awhile back... but didnt pose.. haha..

my two bestest fren!! andy and siew min.. together since secondary school days!! yeaH~!

my blog today is abit rubbish.. but.. whatever!!

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

arggggg.....

i so wanna stay in hall again.. hall 16 to b specific... aircon hall

but! i missed the dateline.. which is todaY!! by 545pm!! how ahz? do u think sao will b kind enuff to let me apply?? if i go beg them 2molo?? or like wat bennett say.. try to act cute??

arh!!.. all the travelling is making me faint!! though i stay only in bt batok area... but...

picture this.. i need 1hr 30 mins to go to sch
and need 1 hr 30 mins to go back home..

and the cost of travelling... if i can rush in time.. its still okayz.. but most of the time.. its cab cab cab! and going home is even worse!!! no matter wat.. i'll surely take cab.. at least from westmall! and it does not help that i have 2 830am class and 2 days where i end at 630!!! ( pardon me for complaining)

and.. there's days where i have to wait for like ... 3 hrs.. before the next class??!!! omg!!!!!!

SAO!! plz let me stay in hall again..!! and i got so many activities in school!!! plzz.. ( as if sao can see wat im typing)... but then.. i need a roomie... and i hope agnes will wan man... seriously hope... plzzzz... haha..

everyone can help me pray tonight

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Monday, January 16, 2006

Its the 3rd week of school already...

but..

I still feel weird.. its like... i dont know if i should say hi to ppl who i only see once or twice b4!! dun say hi... seem very dao.. say hi... also like.. weird.. haix!!

okayz.. well.. hmmm...

nothing much to update on.. = )

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

The topic today is : PHONE CALLS

okayz.. how do u ppl react when someone call while u are slping??
1) dont pick up the call?
2) scold the person?
3) off the phone?
4) pick up the call? and talk nicely??

was sleeping the whole afternoon today.. dead tired.. reach home at 3pm after IIC investment interactive thingy.. having a very good rest.. when the phone rang!!! i didnt wan to pick up the call (1) but i accidently press one of the key.. and my phone connects when any key except the cancel one is pressed .. okayz.. so i use (4).. but it seems he dun get the meaning that im tired and wanna slp! duH!.. ( but im kinda sorry i sounded so rude.. coz im slping!!)

anyways.. im not a phone person.. i don't fancy talking on the phone for hours and hours.. (totally unlike my sis... i think mayb is coz of generation gap)! seems like the older generation like talking on the phone... while.. i.. prefer using sms... and msn!!!

i hate it also when mummy calls and ask questions i feel that is redundant... " where are u?" "where are u going tonight" "are u going to have dinner with us tonight" .. i dont see why she cant ask me when she is home... is there any difference??

PHONE CALLS ARE IRRITATING!!!!!! and to a certain extend intrusive..!!! arG!!

on another note.. i think meetin up for chatting sessions are fine! i love those session.. to go to some nice place and just to chat.. and slack.. juz like last night when i had a chatting session with 2 of my best frens! chat till the wee hour and reach home at 3am..

on one hand.. i seem so like the new generation prefering sms and msn rather than phone calls.. but then.. on the other hand.. meetin up is still a better choice.. juz like the old old old generation.. weird!

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Happy Birthday to

Bennett

Jian shun!!!!

hope you guy have a fun on this special day of urs!!! and may all your wishes come true!!!!!

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Friday, January 13, 2006

taaa~~~ the ntu pageant is finally over!!

liew... my frens said my "gown" dun look nice!! bleah!! i dun get to choose lah... = ( if not sure will get a longer one.. and one that looks more like a gown...

anyways.. i didnt win ANYTHING!! quite disappointing actually coz after 1 mth of preparation should give me something right!! oh yah! actually got a set of lip colour thing from anna sui thats good!!!

okayz.. anyways.. frens.. sorrY!! coz i didnt win anything.. kinda feel like wasted u guys effort... oops.. heez.. paiseh paiseh... but then really thanx u all for coming dowN!!! esp the army guys!! lauz.. i also didnt think the thing will start so late lo.. so sorry man.. make u all rush down.. like waste effort time and money!!!

Once again! THANX SO MUCH FOR COMING DOWN!!!! really appreciate lo...
--> topaz, topaz seniorsss... sec and jc frens!!
of coz!! must thanx chan howe's family also.. hehez.. = )

photos will be up soon!! when i get it la.. haha... and for now.. its time for me to slp!!!

luckily 2molo no class.. can slp till super late.. *yawn*

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

tata.. yep.. the U-week.. got my face!!!! whahah..
can see me??

this is one of the page inside.. at the middle section.. looks cooL!

tata.. the page with my Q&A...

okok... better go slp now.. tired...

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Sunday, January 08, 2006

---> 7th jan and i've use one day of my unhappy day!!! out of the 5 days i give myself to be unhappy this year... pretty fast.. one day being used!!

well.. not exactly unhappy the whole day.... juz one part... that is.. having to wait for ppl.. yep..

i hate having to wait for ppl when they are late!! i mean HATE!!!!!
wake up to a msg that change the original time of 12pm to 1pm.. that is good.. for i dun have to rush.. but i set on my alarm clock at a super early time to wake up.. but this is still okayz.. coz im still at home..

and my house.. being far from woodlands.. i decided to be early rather then late.. so left home at 12pm! .. great.. and i receive a msg that change the time to 1.2opm! ( i reach woodlands at 1245 man!) and i waited.. feeling pissed already.. for the change of time so suddenly.. when its quite obvious i would've left my house already since i stay so far!!

well.. the worst part is... they were no where in sight at 1.20... i dunno.. but i juz cant put a smile.. or to chat to thm when they arrive.. its the angry feeling that i think i would not want to hide..~~ ( and actually i do know she's feeling pissed y im showing such a black face.. but.. well try to put urself in my shoe...and if i can still smile. i tink.. that's really faking already..)

but i might as well have realised.. that ... even if im not in the grp.. its still very okayz.. and i know my existence means nothing to the grp.. really...! i know it! but im trying to make an effort.. and its.. alot of effort... but sometimes.. its so disappointing.. that i had so many reasons for not going to outings.. outings that will not make me happy at all.. well..

this is not the 1st time i need to wait this long... it had happened so many times.. i lost count..

sometimes i dun understand y ppl would wan to be late.. if i know im going to b late... i would take a cab lo! unless of coz im sure that other person will be late too.. but.. dun u find it very very SUPERLY RUDE to be late???!!!

ur time might not be precious.. but my time sure is! i dun know.. but .. that was the super pissed part!!

and i think .. this entry.. would very well juz make some very pissed with me.. or even hate me.. or even.. think y she is making such a big fuss over such a small matter..... and even decide future outings i should not be included.. mayb..

but.. its juz disappointing... once and again...

(sometimes.. i know u all will be late.. but i juz dun dare to be late.. for i know how "unimportant" i am in this grp and i might juz b forgotten if i reach late and everyone has left.. well.. disappointment i cant describe... : >)

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on the bright side.. haha... i ps the jc frens!! so sorry!! haha.. i wanted to do my cca stuff in the afternoon one! but.. haha... so gotta do at night so cant meet.. hehe... oops

anyway~ i juz dyed my hair!! it look.. i dunno.. not very pretty?? mayb.. oops.. hope it'll gradually b like the kind i like..

night ppl! i need to start on my tutorials!

i still have trainin 2molo... sunday!! how pathetic = (

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Saturday, January 07, 2006

yep! went to the airport yesterday...

1st time this year.. i wanna count how many times i go airport each year man! apparently its alot last year! haha.. with xu, shir, uni senior going away for holidays or exchange or studying.. and then i went for holidays.. wha.. last year really keep going changi airport!

well.. yest.. is shir going back to canada to study le!! boo.. so sad.. me and chenghui did not made in it time to go to the airport! = ( then shir went in le.. ahh.. saded..

well.. since thats the case.. we... or rather me.. being bo liao.. starts taking pictures!!

haha... i kinda force him to take the pic and he took it smiling! good!!

bye bye.. me and anton going off lo!!!

our pretty legs! hehez..

then the amazing is next!!! haha.. we went to bugis for shopping!! hehez.. i think ton wanna die there le.. haha.. i bought 1 top.. 2 skirt and a pair of shoe!! oh!! the shoe is super nice! adidas one! cost only 60!! best deal! hahaz.. whaz.. happy!! and everyshop i went in... anton went to find a place to sit.. haha.. its funny in a way.. oops!

last time i really dun like shopping with guys.. but now... hah.. actually i think is not bad! coz they will really say... "nice" or "not nice" hah... while gals always say... " okay la.. not bad" so... shopping with guys will prevent ppl from buying redundant clothes! which is good! hehez..

went to coffee bean for our drink.. and resting... and chatting..

and thn... juz WINDOW shopping..

this is so cute right! esp the giraffe and elephant!!

we end our outing @ 730pm and i went to meet the 4e1-ers for dinner and some chilling out...

haven got the pictures from them.. well.. waiting waiting...

was at tcc till bout 1 plus am.. oh.. so late.. im so shag..!!!

oh yah! and i have a bad habit!! that is.. i dunno why i need to bath everytime i come home from somewhere!!! this is a bad! coz i reach home 1 plus am.. 2 am like that.. bath and everything... slp.. really late already.. tiring tiring!!!!!!

and yea.. im so tired partly also bcoz.. i had gown fitting in the morning~ 9am.. daniel yam.. and i dont like the dress or "gown" i got.. it doesnt even look like a gown and that lady there is so what.. she dont wanna help change the dress.. keep saying.. " we must co-operate" shit la.. but then.. whatever.. dun care..

might be going to dye my hair later! hehee...

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Friday, January 06, 2006

I just realised blog entries look good only if there's pictures in it.. oh well.. this is going to be a wu liao and boring entry.. bcoz.. there's no pictures! haha..

what am i crapping??

anyway.. I'm in a fabulous mood today..

REASON: I don't know.. is it because i went running in the morning?? or is it because there's only one lecture today??? or is it because..........

i had fun at dance practice today.. and i thought its going to be a catwalk practice.. i still purposely late.. haha.. oh well.. my partner's late too.. so.. but i dance with another gal's partner.. omg... when i dance with him.. the moment i turn around and look at his face i want to laugh le.. once i laugh till i stop the dance and squat down laughing...

i told my jc frens and they were like .... " wau lau.. u damn bad leh! laugh at ppl.. nv consider their feelings.." haha.. and im like..oops! haha.. but that guy play along with me also lahz.. haha.. so its okayz..

one more dance practice tomorrow..

TARGET: to remember all the steps well... to look at my partner.. and to smile!!

IMPORTANT:
hehe.. anyone wanna go to the pageant on the 12th?? 12 jan 2006 nanyang audi.. outsiders welcome also...

its free entry.. and basically.. can just walk in and see la...

BUT!!

haha.. we gals have tickets.. to give our friends.. if they are interested... and they get to sit at the front! yeah! so .. anyone interested juz sms me k??

SMS account for 20% of the result.. so... really need ya help!!!

my sec sch frens.. jc frens.. uni frens.. outside frens.. can come and support me plz? if not later other pageant gals so many frens .. then i -_-''

haha...

i know all my frens are kind ppl and wont ditch me right.. haha...

night ppl!

sms me if u all wanna go k!!

= )

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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

like my new blogskin??

i love it.. its simple yet nice..

and.. i realise... i dont have a sec sch fren pic.. as in.. a group one.. oh well.. this shows i need to attend more gathering or i'll be regarded as "OUT" by them.. oops!!!

really sorry i didnt go to the chalet.. heez.. but saw those pictures and it sure looks fun! = )

sch started already... guess i wont be bloggin much.. since there'll not be anything worth for me to blog about!! = (

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

yeaH! its the 1st day of sch today!!

and.. omg.. jacky's hair!! what did u do to it.. i cant even tell if the colour is white or brown or what is it~~

amazing that we are having the same AA102 lecture with the seniors~ hehez..

and ... yea.. i had 2 lectures straight! oh my.. 2 hrs seem like 5 hrs.. and with 2 lectures... it seems like i've been there from morning to night!! superly hungry..!!! 4 hrs of lectures is really something...

oh well.. glad to see crapper jane! hehez... she's still crapping as usual...

hooo~~~ 2molo.. one makeup lecture.. and dinner with topaz at JE!

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

~~~ 2006 Resolution ~~~

Weight - to lose weight to __ kg ( haha... not going to write out here)
Relationship - to keep the close bonding between JC frens! and to keep contact with all my frens!!
Result - to get As next sem!!! (at least one!!)
Have no more than 5 unhappy days next year!!!

haha.. yep! that's my new year resolution for 2006!!!

2005 have been a fab year!! so... like what a msg i receive last night! let the best of 2005 be the worst of 2006!! that's what i hope for!!

the party last night was great!!! one drunk! -_-'' haha.. and puke... and smell like....... haha.. shan't say already! whahha..

and we are so cute can! we accidently lock a room door!!! duH!... and cannot open~ and... we cannot show hanxu her bdae present.. guess what we did.............. we call 100 and get a 24-hrs locksmith to open the door for us.. that's lame i know.. haha... and it cost... $100 !!!!! arrgggg~~~~~ haha.. but ton paid for it.. aiyo... so ex lehz.. but... i guess... we are indeed super cute..!! whhahah

xu is super sweet also! she made this "jigsaw puzzle".. and cut it up and gave each of us a piece..

so nice right!!! yeP! the 9 of us will be one! canot separate! if not will be an uncompleted piece of art~ haha...

tata.. my small little part..

all in all ~ the party was great! cant wait to see the lame video... woa... juz got home this morning.. and cant wait to blog this down..

thanx guys once again..!!!

and yes.. plz come on jan 12! whahhaa!!!!

ciao~ slping time!

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