used to wonder y ppl like watching pck.. its not funny @ all! or so i thought.. was watching it juz now.. and was laughing away for that whole 10 mins?? ( okayz.. sound a little wu liao) and yesh.! this was the same exact episode i watch years ago.. why didnt i find it funny then??
i wonder y also.. and i guess that probably gotta do with the change in my attitude towards things~
used to think that those funny shows are all so bo liao.. and a waste of time.. who would watch it? and then i'll b damn angry when i put in effort for exams and then realise ppl are copying away.. and etc etc etc...
and then now.. i think i've finally grown up and out of that stupid stage..!! haha ( for a long time already actually)...
we should juz open our hearts and mind!! yesH!~` dun judge ppl.. dun be so bothered by everything.. life would be happier!!
dun keep suspecting ppl's intention! dun keep wondering y she is treating me so good or whatever.. is there a motive or etc..~~!! please!! everyone should juz treat everyone well and there wont be such thinking and then... we can all be happier!!
and i cant help but wonder.. y~ at this age of 19... (yesh 19 already)!! y are there still ppl so concerned... or rather i should say... overly concerned about " who win who" etc.. haha..
if jane is reading my blog.. she probably know who we are talking about.. yesh.. ken~ hah.. and he is 21?! grow up la.. stop going around asking ppl the exam result etc.. uni already leh.. as if the result will get u higher pay!!
and there's ppl who is so bu shuang when they found out ppl are copying during the quiz.. if u wan u can copy also! these quiz are for urself leh.. not to compete with anyone else.. there's no more "top 10% scholarship = $250" anymore! y take all these quiz so seriously??!!! as in... we should b serious in our work not in comparing....
and everytime i come across all these things... ppl who are too overly concerned... i cant help but think... ( y u wanna add pressure to ur life.. sad for u)
but then... sad for me too! i guess probably due to this change in attitude and having a "heck care" attitude for most things... im getting fatter!1 ahahz... ooops!! yeshh!! tats true.. acc to reseach .. happier ppl tend to b fatter.!! oh no! i think i need to look for some things to stress myself about.. haha...
but well.. yea! i enjoy uni.! i enjoy going to sch and laughing with jane throughout the whole day! i enjoy the feeling of no hidden motive between frens... ( i think tat feeling of opening up to everyone is coz of jc frens... they make me feel all ppl are angels and wont betray u!! thanx to my dearest all )
well... at the end of it all.. juz wanna say... open up! Be happY! do not question ppl being good to u for anything else! juz b good to thm bacK! laugh and smile and laugh and smile... and of coz to eat and eat and eat... hehe... and life will be happy.. juz like me!! ( cant be any more satisfied with life)!!
--------> and im missing my jc frens lo!! miss ya allll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
esp to shir~~! how are u doing man!!!! hope everything is fine for U! miss ya much too!!
ps: there's really a lack of prata session huh ppL!
