Wednesday, August 17, 2005
okay! wed! 3 days of normal uni life without pageant stuff.. i guess i've pretty much settle down already.. yesh.. and.. of coz.. normal usual me... having nothing much to do started thinking!! thinking of all the boliao boliao stuff...
i dont know is it juz me.. but like i tell hanxu b4.. i dont really like the process of getting to know someone all over again...nope.. i dun mean i dun like making frens.. i like making frens!! but i like making those frens who i can tell anything to!!!... juz like my jc frens.. but somehow... i dun really feel like im making this kind of frens in uni... no offence to anyone... but i think everything is juz so surface... "where are u going" "lets meet to go lecture" "dinner together" etc etc etc..... its juz a hi-bye thing?? a frenly gesture?? or mayb juz tryin to find someone so u wont b alone in d lecture hall or canteen??!!!
but then again.. yesh... mayb its juz me thinking too much... mayb its bcoz its juz d starting of uni.... starting of frenships... hmm... i dunno.. well...
and i do miss my jc frens once again... i think i rely on thm too much.. its juz one week of not seeing thm... n yah!! miss thM!... they really know me.. i can say anything i wan.. do anything i like!! tats no expectation from each other... we juz are there for each other!!!... telling problems to thm.. hai~...
never mind.. i know everything is going to b okaY!...
i wan to go home.. i wan my bed.. i wan a big big huG!.. i wan ...i wan... i dunno wat else i wan..
nitezzzzzzzzzzz
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