Tuesday, August 16, 2005
im stupid stupid stupid!!! tats right!! today.. one whole day... doing wrong things!!... actually is only 2 things but i already feel stupid enuff... or rather blur.!
1st:
my class ended at 230 today... actually i could have come back to hall... relax n slp.. but i thought i got driving lessons... at 345... n i rush all d way to bbdc to realise "you have no booking for today" on d computer screen!! duH!!.... one hr to travel there n one hour back... how v smart of me!
2nd:
n so i was on my way back... on 187.. listening to ipod... going to westmall... n.... n.... n... i miss my stop... nope! i was not sleeping... i was starin at the bus stop... watchin ppl alighting until i realise.. eH! this is my stop!!... but too late... d bus is on its way again...
i dunno wat i was thinking or watever... y am i so blur!!!
this past month since starting uni.. i realise... i juz have no direction sense... no memory... etc..
- got lost in sch b4...
- got into wrong class b4... duH!
- went to classes whn i dun have any class..
hahaz.... can seomeone plz plz tell me to stop being so blur!!! give me some sense of direction n time n memory and everything!! arG!...............im still mad at myself for wasting so much time today
I see you turning back at 5:20 PM